"Hero"

Should I… should I say what I have in mind? Nej. It's too embarrassing. It's way too uncomfortable to tell you I ran away from you because I loved you. Because I couldn't stand watching you smile and not being the cause of that beautiful expression. Because I wanted those sparkling blue eyes to look only at me. Because I couldn't stand not being first for you.

You always put him first.

I don't want to tell you I ran away because I was too jealous to go on. I was rebellious, I know, I just wanted all your attention for myself. I don't want you to know my silence is a facade. He knows. He knows I'm only wearing a mask he's helped me build. He knows this muscle here beats just for you. And hurts just because of you. And aches every time you walk away with him, chasing after him, no matter how bad he treats you.

I can do better. You deserve better. It's just unfair.

It's almost perfect, the wall I've built up to protect myself for my own feelings. Almost. You always manage to break it a little.

You make me smile. Even if you will never see it. Even if you don't care.

Even if you don't care about me.

That's what I thought. Until that day when you hugged me from behind again. And kissed me. And made my whole world go insane, my wall fall into pieces, my mask break at once. Could it be…

We're not so different after all.

I bet you don't even know what you mean to me. And, this time, I bet you're going to let me prove it to you, ja? Those eyes… those eyes will look only at me. And that smile will be mine.


Wrote this drabble at the beach, listening to some songs on my iPod. Written for my one and only Denmark: Mina 3 ILU honey~

I love this pairing, but I'm pretty aware the majority of fans is canon, so... if you don't like this, don't read? This is the very first SuDen/DenSu I've ever written, so... be gentle? I'd love to write more about them... but I just don't knwo what to write about. The more ideas I have the bigger my lazyness is XD

So... that's all. Characters belong to Himaruya and asm uch as I try he won't tel me where he found them~