So I haven't written in a while. And I technically have 3 other stories going on right now. I've met a little bit of a writer's block with those stories. Also I haven't had any time. So Rizzles, I'll probably need to take a break until the dvds come out. So I can do my rewrite. Faberry I will go back to the first one in due time. I still know where I'm going with it, just need to find the time. I know I wrote this instead but it was stuck in my head. And Pezberry, give me some time to figure out where I'm going with it. It's different than anything I've ever written.

So SPOILER: This is the bathroom scene from the Michael episode, with my own little twist. I'm sure many of you had this same thought watching that scene. I don't know if anyone else has written it or not. So this is my take. I'll probably write some more. I have a twist to Quinn's speech in the choir room. So enjoy, and I love reading your thoughts, and please be patient with me.


Quinn was in the girl's bathroom fixing her make up when Rachel walked in.

"Hey," Rachel said by the door. She walked over to Quinn. "Look I need your advice, alright…about-about an adult problem."

Panic went through Quinn's body. "Holy crap, are you pregnant?" Quinn asked without thinking.

"No…" Rachel replied looking around the bathroom. "Look, I'm coming to you as a friend and oddly because I also think you're the only person that will give me just a straight forward and thoughtful answer about this."

"You're right, I'm sorry," Quinn said trying to cover her initial response. "Yes. I can… keep a secret."

"Ok," Rachel sighed barely audible. "Well, um, Finn… asked me to marry him." Rachel finally got out.

Quinn opened her mouth, but nothing came out. She felt her world coming apart. She had lost her chance to be with the person she loved. She tried to push the feelings aside and gave Rachel a smile.

"What did you say?" Quinn finally asked.

"Well… I said I needed to think about it," Rachel replied, nodding her head satisfied with her response.

Quinn took a minute before telling Rachel her answer. "Well, you can't."

Rachel went on the defensive. "Why? I mean, plenty of people get married at our age. I mean I know that he and I haven't lived together or anything but you know. I-I love him and he's the one, I know it."

Quinn let out a sigh and turned to her bag as Rachel went on her rant. She pulled out a piece of paper, and handed it to Rachel. At the end of her speech she resisted the urge to say, you don't know he's the one. Two years ago it was Jesse, and again last year when Finn thought I was the one.

Quinn gave Rachel a small nod and handed her the paper.

"What's this?" Rachel asked not breaking eye contact with Quinn as she unfolded the letter. She then looked at the paper.

"My ticket out of here," Quinn replied. She paused giving Rachel a second to read the letter. "I got into Yale, early admissions." Quinn let out a small laugh. With a wide smile on her face she continued to talk about her success. It was better than yelling at Rachel. "Turns out my essay about overcoming adversity, while maintaining a straight A average, during a teen pregnancy, really turned on the admissions boards."

Rachel looked up from the letter, opening her arms she said, "Quinn that's amazing."

The small brunette stepped into Quinn's embrace wrapping her arm around Quinn's neck. Quinn instinctively wrapped her arms around Rachel's waist. Not wanting to let her go.

"That's so great." Rachel said into Quinn's ear. Rachel was trying to be happy but felt her stomach drop. She never thought how much she was going to miss this girl. Her dreams were coming true and Rachel was going to be another Lima Loser, with Finn.

As Rachel started to pull away she turned her face towards Quinn's. She placed a soft kiss on her cheek. Quinn was in shock. her cheek was burning, and could still feel Rachel's lips on her.

"That's great," Rachel said again, more trying to convince herself than congratulating Quinn.

"I'm sure you'll get your NYADA one soon," Quinn said with a concerned look, trying to change the subject.

"Oh, yeah, I mean, New York mail is notoriously slow, so..." Rachel replied.

"My point being is that, I've dated Finn, Puck, Sam. Even thought I loved some of them. But by the time the snow falls in New Haven next winter." Quinn shook her head. "I won't know why." Quinn let her opinion sink in.

"So are-are you saying Finn and I should break up?"

Yes! Quinn thought. But decided to keep on the track she was on. "I'm all for making the most of the next few months. But I hate the idea of-of dragging an anchor of my past into the bright lights of my future. Rachel, you have an amazing life ahead of you." Quinn grasped Rachel's hands. She looked at their intertwined hands before looking into Rachel's eyes. "As hard as it may be, if you want everything that you've ever dreamed of… you're gonna have to break up with him."

And be with me! Quinn added in her head.

"That's an awful thing to say." Rachel said pulling her hands out of Quinn's grasp.

Quinn tried to not yell. She held onto the sink for support, squeezing it tightly, transferring her anger. "Look, you wanted straight and thoughtful. I guess at one point it made sense to love somebody for your whole life but it doesn't anymore. Women are finding themselves in their thirties now, every magazine says it. We hardly know what we're gonna want in fifteen years."

"I mean… Finn and I, we can grow together-" Rachel argued.

"Look, Rachel, I-" Quinn interrupted. She looked down trying to think of what else to say. She tried talking about school and their futures. That didn't work. She tried talking about her past love. She failed again. She gave Rachel a straight answer. Quinn even used a feminist approach. None of it was working. There was one thing left. "I-" Quinn trailed off again.

Rachel was waiting for a response, and was getting angry at the silence. "What? What haven't you told me?"

"I love you," Quinn finally spat out.

"W-What?" Rachel stammered, bringing her hand to her face.

Quinn grasped Rachel's biceps. "I love you Rachel Berry. Since joining Glee club you've been the one consistent person in my life. I want to be with you, and I'd be someone that would help support your future. Not drag you down. I'll be in Connecticut while you're in New York."

Quinn gave Rachel a minute letting the information sink in. Then she surprised not only Rachel but herself. She leaned down connecting their lips in an act of desperation. The small girl didn't know how to respond at first. Then again a surprise to both she reciprocated. The kiss was so different than anyone she had kissed. Finn was sloppy and timid. Puck was rushed and all over the place. And Jesse was cocky and lacking passion. Kissing Quinn felt right. Their lips locked together, her neck didn't hurt from straining. And Quinn's lips were soft.

Rachel felt the swipe of Quinn's tongue. Her eyes shot open and she pushed Quinn away. She was dating a possibly marrying Finn. Rachel just stared at Quinn.

"Rach-" Quinn tried to talk but Rachel put her hand up silencing her.

Rachel turned her head away from Quinn, looking at the floor. Then her body followed, and Rachel briskly left the bathroom; Leaving behind her other option for her future.