Don't Deserve You

Disclaimer : Do not own twilight; Belongs to SM

Bella P.O.V – Rochester, New York 1933

I always believed that saying "If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were." I was a sap for romance; I loved the whole idea of finding the one. The one you can wake up to each morning and the one you can start a family with. I dreamed big because I wasn't normal; I hoped that one day this curse will be gone, but all I could do was dream and believe.

I first saw here when I was hunting in the woods. She was walking with a man holding his biceps. She was beautiful; wavy blonde hair, plump pink lips and hazel eyes. Without noticing it I was following them. I wanted her and I wanted to rip the man off of her. Ugh being possessive already I knew it was the beast in me but I couldn't stop following her.

I followed her every day for the next two months. Finally one day I decided to talk to her. She was walking late one night and I stopped her.

"A beautiful woman like you shouldn't be walking out this late ma'am" I told her

She smiled "I'll be alright I done this before" She replied

"Do you live near?" "Yes I do" "Can I walk you home then? I don't feel comfortable knowing something can happen to a beautiful woman like you" I gave her my sweet smile hoping my canines weren't showing. She looked like she was going to say no so I pulled out the big guns. Puppy dog eyes; I learned how to do this when I was a little pup. "Sure but I need to know your name first" she asked "Isabella Swan and You?" "Rosalie" she said "No Last name?" "Nope"

She started walking away and I just followed. I'll admit to staring at her ass as she was walking. Something in me was telling me to walk faster and get closer to her. I don't usually follow my beast but tonight I did. I felt the hairs on the back of my neck stand. I notice she stopped and looked ahead. In front of us was the man that she be with; which I found out to be her fiancé. She looked nervous and I couldn't help see frowns on her beautiful face. I could smell the alcohol from where I was standing.

"Are you okay Rosalie?" "Yes" she said

"You want to take a different way?" "No" She started walking and I just followed as always.


To be honest I blacked out once he grabbed her roughly. I smell blood and lots of it. I woke up to find Rosalie gone and I'm covered in blood. I started walking back. I notice there were chunks of skin everywhere. What the hell did I do? I tried to pick up her scent but I couldn't find her. As I was running through the forest I started remembering bits and pieces of what happened.

"Let her go" I growled "She's mines I'll do whatever I want with her, Just who the hell you are" "Let her go now" I hissed to him I notice the look in his eyes. He was up to something that's when I notice four men came up to us. He laugh at me and started boosting to his friend on how beautiful Rosalie is; asking them if they wanted to see. I didn't know why I was stuck there not moving. It was when I notice my body was changing but not in the way I was use too. I grew taller, hair was everywhere but the only difference was that I was on two legs instead of four. I was in so much pain in such a short time I felt my skin being ripped off showing grey skin in return. I let out one growl.

Why can't I remember anything after that? I know she's out there somewhere; I just have to find her. I won't harm my mate I know I wouldn't do that. My beast choose her and he would do anything to protect her. At that moment I knew I would spend forever looking for her. We would meet again. I let out one howl and my search began.

A/n – When I think of bella beast I think of underworld type. But bella has 2 forms/it'll be explained more in the next chapters to come. Rosalie still changed just not from rape. My conscience won't let me write that type of scene.