In the months since the Final Battle the world had seen little of their heroes.
The 'Golden Trio' had been present at numerous funerals and memorials in the beginning, but now, as July bled into August, they remained hidden.
Of course, The Weaselys knew where they were, but that did little to ease their worries.
Ginny stormed into the Burrow's kitchen, eyes blazing. "I couldn't even get in!"
Molly looked up from the counter, instantly alert. "What do you mean, dear?"
"Hermione must have done something; I couldn't even see the house!"
Arthur set down his paper. "Now, why would she have done that?"
"I don't know!" cried Ginny. She threw herself into a chair. "I just…" She paused and took a shaky breath. "I'm worried. What if something goes wrong and we can't help them? What if something happened to one of us? Did they ever think of that?" her voice shrank and she pulled her knees in towards her chest. "Didn't they know how much this would hurt?"
Arthur sighed as he watched his wife stiffen. He grasped Ginny's hand on the tabletop and tried, unsuccessfully to think of something to say.
He had run out of reassurances long ago.
"They're all over me, Minerva. They want answers; answers I don't have." The large man by the fireplace cradled his head in his hands.
McGonagall patted his shoulder consolingly. "We knew that would be the case, Kingsley. You should have expected it." She shrugged. "Everyone wants to know how they did it, and naturally, as Minister, they think you are privy to that knowledge."
"But I'm not!"
Minerva barely stopped herself from rolling her eyes; he sounded like a petulant child. "Well then ask them. Molly says they're at Grimmauld Place—"
"I've already tried that. Miss Granger's done a new Fideleus charm."
Minerva watched as he rubbed his eyes with the heels of his hands. "Kingsley, listen to me, you're wearing yourself out. You need rest."
"But Minerva—"
"No buts. You may be the Minister of Magic, but I am headmistress, and seeing as we are at Hogwarts, I win." She smiled thinly, nearly as exhausted as him. "Go use the Headboy's dormitory. I trust you remember the password?"
Kingsley nodded. Minerva waved him out.
As soon as the door snapped shut behind him, she sat down heavily and closed her eyes. "What am I going to do with those three?"
Dumbledore's portrait chuckled.
Minerva took a sharp breath through her nose. "Albus, if you have something to say, please share it with the class."
The man didn't even have the grace to look abashed. "I'm sorry, Min, but how many times in the past seven years have you said that? It just makes one think, you know…"
Minerva raised an eyebrow. "Just because you're a portrait doesn't mean you can call me 'Min'. You're on very thin ice, Dumbles. Now are you going to make yourself useful and help me make a plan, or are you just going to be a nuisance?"
"I'm worried about them."
Neville, who was up to his elbows in manure and had just had one of his eyebrows singed off by a partition of Incendiary Ivy, was uncertain of what Luna meant, and frankly, rather unsure she was even talking to him.
"About the plimpies?"
Luna shook her head so hard that he could hear her butterbeer cork necklace jingling beneath her shirt. "No, the plimpies will sort themselves out; they breed rather like Urcrainels, you know." She didn't seem to notice that Neville wasn't following. "I meant about Hermione, Ron, and Harry."
"Oh." Neville pulled his hands out of the pot and wiped them carefully on his apron. "Me too," he said. "I hope they're okay."
It was several long moments before Luna spoke next and when she did, he knew she was not looking at the scar on his cheek like every one else seemed to these days. "Neville, I think it will be a long time before any of us are okay."
The uncharacteristic chill in her voice made him shiver.
In Grimmauld Place, life was different from anywhere else.
Hermione knew that rationally, things couldn't stay like this. That eventually they'd have to rejoin the world and face the reality of all that they had done as well as what they had failed to do. But for now she was quite happy to be able to lie in the same room as her best friends and be carried off to sleep by the familiar lullaby of their breathing. It made her feel as if she was twelve again and they had all fallen asleep on the couch in the common room. It made her feel as if everything that had happened after that had simply been a dream.
Ron thought that this staying in once place business was the best thing that had ever happened to him. Here he had Harry to play chess with, Kreacher to cook and clean for him, and Hermione to love from afar. It was practically normal. Here he didn't have to watch his mother break down every time someone mentioned Fred, didn't have to see his father growing paler and more lined everyday, didn't have to witness George's pain at being halved or hear the way his jokes hung in the air, unfinished. No, this was good enough. This was almost perfect.
Harry wanted to stay here forever. Yes, he missed Ginny, and yes, he realized that sooner or later she was going to stop waiting for him. But maybe it was the right thing to do; after all, it was his fault her brother was dead. His fault that everyone was dead. His fault. Maybe the world was better off with him out of the way. He had fulfilled his destiny and now all he had to do was sit back with Ron and Hermione and enjoy solitude. Maybe this was, more-or-less, his happily ever after.
It started with a letter. An official, important looking one.
Kreacher had given it to Harry that morning at breakfast. That in itself was odd enough, but the fact that it was a summons, of all things, and addressed to all three of them made it even stranger. And it made them nervous.
They didn't want to leave. Here they didn't have to worry about anything. Here it didn't matter that they flinched at loud noises, or had nightmares, or couldn't quite manage to mourn, because it was simply a way of life now. They didn't know what was waiting out there anymore. Their retreat had been total.
Hermione was unready for the brilliance of the sunlight as she walked outside. It blinded her and for the thirty seconds she could not see, she was petrified. Her heart raced, her palms sweated, and when it was over, she realized she had grasped Ron and Harry's forearms so hard that bruises were already forming.
She apparated them all to the gates of Hogwarts and after ten minutes, when no one met them, they entered by themselves.
Hermione stood in the middle, firmly clasping Ron's hand on one side and her other arm tightly encircling Harry's waist. It was at her prompting that they took their first shaky steps together.
"Here they come!" roared Hagrid, clearly relieved. He had been watching for them for the past quarter of an hour. Everyone swarmed the window and peered into the grounds, trying to catch a glimpse. "But—" Arthur was confused. "But why are they stopping? Why—" But before he could finish his question, the figure in the middle slowly fell to their knees.
Ginny gasped. "Hermione…its Hermione."
Molly was frantic. "But what's happening, what's going on?" There were tears in her eyes, and she batted them away impatiently. "We have to go down there and find—"
"No." Minerva interrupted. "Give them time."
Molly grimaced and tried to control her breathing. Professor Flitwick looked uneasy. "Are you quite sure?"
Minerva nodded. "Just leave them be for a moment," she said. "For what we're about to ask..." she sighed. "Just leave them alone."
Hermione wasn't crying. Her throat felt as if she had swallowed a razor blade and the pressure of it all was suffocating her, and yet her eyes were dry. She wanted to cry – badly – but the tears just wouldn't come.
Funny, she thought, you'd think after years of crying over nothing I'd be able to now.
Then the strangest thing happened. A little yellow butterfly fluttered past her face and out of the blue she was taken back to that night. All around her deadly jets of light were being flung; deafening cries, high laughter and the familiar low keening filled her ears. Oh, god.
The sickly salty smell of fear and blood surrounded her. Oh, god, please.
She saw it. Not ten yards from where she stood – Remus, already fallen in a heap. A disbelieving Tonks stumbling towards him, her agony palpable. Yelling, sobbing, pulling at his shirt, shaking him, trying the impossible. And then him, stepping from the haze of battle, already laughing. Tonks looking up, tears streaming. Words were shouted that Hermione could not understand. Why was Tonks not standing? Where was her wand? Where? He stepped closer. Oh, god, please no, please don't. Oh, god.
It was just another green flash, but it felt brighter and somehow sharper than the others, as if it cut. Tonks. Unmoving. No, god, please.
Tears blinded her as she ran. Ran towards the tall, twisted man who stood and spat on his niece's body before kicking her husband's. Her wand moved in her hand, her body seemed to be reacting on its own accord. She could hear nothing, smell nothing, feel nothing, fear nothing. Two friends, tiny in death, lying tangled on the battlefield were all that mattered.
"Oh, god, please don't."
There was another flash of light and absolutely no regret. Tonks' hand clasped Remus' tightly through it all.
And then, Hermione cried.
When Hermione sank to her knees beside him, Ron nearly had a heart attack. Thoughts of Death Eaters and deadly non-verbal curses filled his mind, and he spun, wand poised for attack, cursing that they had ever left sanctuary. But the he saw that she was crying. He didn't know what to do, had never really known what to do, when she cried. Should he hoist her back to her feet and hurry her along? Should he put his arm around her? No, he thought forcefully, No. It would be awful and awkward and unwelcome and he couldn't do that to her, not now. He would stand guard so that she could break down in peace, like she had for him. He would be there, standing tall, should Harry become undone as well. It was the least he could do. He owed them both so much more.
Harry thought Hermione was laughing. Her sudden fall had completely bewildered him, startled him so badly that all his muscles had tensed and caused cramping all through his body. But why was she laughing? What was so bloody funny that— Oh.
Oh.
It wasn't mirth that was causing her thin shoulders to shake.
Oh.
He couldn't help it; he looked away. And there, in the distance, clearly visible despite the morning fog, was the marble tomb. The marble tomb with the jagged black line down the center where someone had tried to fit the two pieces back together.
Like so many other things, it would never be the same again.
Suddenly, he wished that he could cry as well. He hadn't been able to, not yet in any case. He felt rather as if the tears had somehow solidified inside him, had turned into rocks that slipped into his stomach weighing him down so that every step took more effort than the last.
In that moment they were entirely separate. Separate in a way that was different than before. Separate in a way that no one, not even them, could ever really understand.
Sometimes, to heal properly, a bone must be re-broken.
It was incredibly sad, thought Arthur. That they could look so alone even with their best friends standing only inches away. All three were gazing in different directions. They seemed out of touch somehow. They seemed like they weren't quite real. Almost as if he was looking upon a mirage instead of three people he knew. Three people he loved. He glanced at Molly. She had that worried look about her, the one that made his stomach twist in knots. Something bad was going to happen, that's what that look meant.
When the fire roared in the grate behind him, he was not the only one who jumped, nor was he the only one who drew his wand. He was, however, one of the few who recognized the people who were standing on either side of Kingsley.
At nearly six feet tall, Ian Granger was not a small man. But standing there in the fireplace he looked positively diminutive. His wife, on the other hand, seemed to take up more space than Ian and Kingsley combined. She stepped from the hearth immediately, her eyes flashing in a way that was very familiar to anyone who knew Hermione Granger.
"Mr. Granger, Mrs. Granger," began Minerva. "Welcome to Hog—"
"Where is she?" Mrs. Granger's voice was shaking. "Where is my daughter? I demand to see her at once."
"Michelle…" Mr. Granger tried to put a hand on her shoulder, but she shook it off.
"No, Ian." She tossed her head, looking around the office, searching for Hermione. "Where is she?"
Minerva tried to speak calmly. "Mrs. Granger, Hermione is on her way. Why don't you join us for a cup of tea?"
"No thank you, I'm afraid I'm not in the mood for tea, what with just waking up from a spell that rid me of all my memories and the fact that I have a daughter. A daughter, who as I've been told, is a hero of some bloody war in this stupid bloody alternate world that I had NO BLOODY IDEA WAS EVEN HAPPENING!" She paused, chest heaving. "So, no. I would not like a cup of tea." She hurled herself into a chair a crossed her arms and legs tightly, scowling. All Ginny could think was how alike Hermione and her mother were, right down to the way she bit her lip to keep from crying.
Ian Granger was very embarrassed. "I'm sorry," he said quietly, "It's been a very…trying day for us. If you don't mind, could you please tell us when you expect Hermione to get here?" He looked at his wife. For all her anger, he could see how close she was to breaking down. "We have quite a few questions for her."
McGonagall cleared her throat. "Yes, of course. Hermione is currently on the grounds, they should be up in a moment."
Mr. Granger bowed his head in gratitude. He supposed 'they' meant his daughter's friends, the two boys she spoke of constantly. "Thank you," he said quietly as he sat down beside his wife.
"Everything will sort itself out," said the woman near the window, speaking to him but looking in the opposite direction. She was Hermione's mother's friend. He thought her name was something like Martha... Her words were reassuring enough, but the quaver in her voice made him feel as if she wasn't sure herself.
"It has to."
A/N: Review! Please! Tell me if you like it! -Sloane
