A/N I don't own any Harry Potter characters. They all belong to J.K Rowling
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Takes place in second year, Voldie doesn't exist but Harry and Draco still enemies until one night when confessions are made.
"Harry are you coming to dinner or not?" Ron asked as he headed to the door to the door of their rooms.
"Yeah hang on I'll be there in a minute I just uh, I have to use the bathroom." Harry muttered as he made his way to the bathroom and shut the door behind him. He slide down the door and let the tears flow freely. Taking a deep breath he reached into the pocket of his robe and pulled out his muggle razor. Carefully he pressed the blade to his wrist and drew it across his wrist, biting his lip to stop himself from gasping. Muttering a quick cleaning spell he cleaned the blood from the razor and his wrist, making sure to not heal the wound, he stood up and headed down the Great Hall for dinner. Cutting was the only way he could think of to forget the pain of not being loved by the one he loved with all his heart. His friends didn't even know he cut, they didn't even know he was in love with someone or that he was gay.
"Hey sorry I took so long." He said as he sat down next to his best friend Hermione and picked up the goblet of pumpkin juice that was in front of him.
"Aren't you going to eat anything Harry?" Hermione asked him looking at him with a quizzical expression on her face.
"I'm not very hungry tonight." He said sipping his pumpkin juice, plus we have to do that thing tonight, and I don't want to eat before." He said looking at her with a knowing smile.
"Okay that does make a little sense." She said pushing her plate away, and standing up.
"I'm going to go check on that thing now; do you want to come with me?" she asked Harry and Ron who exchanged a quick glance before they got up and followed Hermione out of the Great Hall. They didn't talk as they made their way to the girl's bathroom, where they would be taking the Polyjuice Potion so they could question Malfoy on the whereabouts of his father.
Everything was all set, Ron was Crabbe, Harry was Goyle and Hermione was Pansy. The only thing they had left to do was find the Slytherin common room and find a way to get in.
"Hey where have you three been?" They heard a voice say behind them. They all turned around to see Draco Malfoy standing there leaning against a wall with his arms folded over his chest.
"Hospital Wing." They said in unison.
"Let's head to the common room, to talk." Draco said as he pushed off the wall and headed towards the dungeons.
Once they were all seated in the common room that was out done in green and silver, Draco began to speak.
"My father has decided he wants to replace the worst thing that has ever happened to this school." Draco said as he propped his legs up on the arm of the chair he was sitting in.
"Harry Potter?" Ron asked quizzically. They were not prepared for what happened next.
Draco jumped out of the chair so fast nobody had time to react or pull him away. Before they could move Draco had pinned Ron(Crabbe) to the wall. "Don't you dare insult Harry in front of me." he said growling before he released Ron so that he slid to the floor.
"I told all three of you yesterday that Harry Potter is the best thing that has ever happened to this school. You all know that I love him." He said as he sunk back in the chair he had been in before he lost his temper on Ron. "You even know what I do to myself because I know he will never love me back." Draco said as he rolled up his sleeve to reveal all the cut marks. One looked like it had been done quite recently.
"Um I have to go uhh back to the Hospital Wing." Harry (Goyle) said as he stood up and headed for the portrait hole. He couldn't think of anything else to do so when he reached the corridor, he ran, he didn't stop until he had reached the bathroom in the Gryffindor common room. He shut the door and pulled out his razor again, rolling up his sleeve he pressed the razor to the flesh of his skin, right above where he had made the cut before dinner. But this time, something , made him stop. He couldn't bring himself to do it again, not now that he knew Draco was in love with him to. Looking in the mirror he realized that the effects of the Polyjuice had worn off and he looked like himself again. He jumped when he heard a frantic banging on the bathroom door and Ron yelling at him to hurry.
"What do you want?" he asked as he opened the door and found Ron standing there covered in blood that didn't seem to be his own.
"Mate you have to get to the Hospital Wing now!" Ron said as he grabbed Harry's hand and dragged him out of the bathroom and out of the common room. "What's going on?" Harry asked when they were outside the Hospital Wing.
"On our way back to the common room, Hermione and I, we stopped by the girls bathroom to get our bags and things, and when we came out we found Draco all bloody with both his wrists slit, Mate, he tried killing himself." Ron said. Suddenly his world went blank he couldn't think straight all he could think was he needed to get in there to see Draco and that he needed to make sure he would live through this. He pushed past Ron and ran into the Hospital Wing. Quickly skanning the room he found Draco in a bed near the window. He ran to his side and noticed he was awake and looking out the windw.
"Hey um can we talk?" Harry asked as he sat in the chair near the bed. Draco looked over at him with tears in his eyes.
"Go away, I don't want you to see me like this." Draco whispered as he pulled the covers over his head.
"Well I guess it sucks to be you then because I'm not going anywhere." He said pulling the chair closer to the bed.
"Why would you even want to see me like this? We hate each other." You don't even know what it's like to want to kill yourself." Draco muttered from under the covers.
"I don't?" Harry asked gently pulling the covers down and rolling up his sleeve to show Draco the cuts.
"But why?" Draco asked taking Harry's hand in his and tracing the scars with his thumb.
"Because I love someone that will never love me back." He whispered pulling his hand away. "Why did you try to kill yourself?" Harry asked
"Because I love someone that will never love me back." Draco said not taking his eyes off Harry's. Harry leaned forward until his lips brushed Draco's "Well I love you." Harry whispered smiling when Draco looked at him in surprise.
"I love you to." He said smiling as he pulled Harry to him for another kiss.
A/N there you have it. I hope you like it please review. Depending on reviews there may be a second chapter.hhehe
