Maybe another day

A/N: Okay! And now here's a little drabble I did one night when I couldn't fall asleep. It's about Hiei thinking about Yukina and their relationship.

I see you there staring at me. Questioning, wondering who I really am. Your innocent ruby red eyes shine with questions that your mind commands not to ask. I watch you. From atop the closet pine tree. Near the temple. Close enough to protect you, yet, far away to not hurt you. Or taint you by my presence. Because if you were to see me I know that you'll ask with naïve softness. You motion for me to come to you and against the voice telling me not to I come, landing just a few feet away from you.

"Please. Have you found him?" And my cold dead eyes will tell you all that you need to know. Your face will show nothing, concealing your emotions, but your eyes show me it all. Your crushed, lonely, and yet still hopeful. Hopeful that I can be your hero. Me. The forbidden Child. Incapable to love or experience it. Me. The cold-blooded, uncaring person. No, I can't. No matter how badly I want to say it. I cannot tell you my dear sister. You'd be disgusted, that I a felon be your brother. I shake my head. Crushing your hope. You cast your eyes down and just a quickly you look back up, eyes still shining brightly.

"Well, maybe another day." You smile, hope renewed. You excuse yourself and leave. Yes maybe. Maybe another day I can tell you Yukina. That I am your brother.

A/N: well? Hope you all like it! KJ~Shadow