Hey readers, it's Mayface!
Let me give you a complete summary of my new story. You have to read this to understand the situation: Edward lived in England as an orphanage after his parents past away. He was moved to various families, but always seemed to find his way back to the orphanage. When Edward was eight, a family form the U. S. adopted him and brought him back home. This is the part where you need to keep up: sometimes when you're from another country and you get adopted by a family that brings you to the United Sates, things could go wrong – terribly wrong. You might feel as if these strangers from a different place are trying to replace your parents. Even worse, you're taken an entire different world – a new house, new neighborhood, new city, new state, new continent! It's very terrifying.
That's how young Edward felt. He was adapting so badly, he had anger issues. His tantrums were uncontrollable and he would always cry. One day, he got so upset with his new adoptive mother – May I reminder you he is still eight years old – that he got a knife and stabbed her to death. He was too young to get charges, but they took him back to England. A few years later, a kinder family, the Cullen's, adopted him. Dr. Cullen is obviously a doctor, and though he didn't study it much, he knew about Edward's case. It could be really common, actually.
So back in the U. S. with new parents and a new sister, Edward saw specialists, took classes and is still taking pills to control himself. Now a college student, Edward only gets along with his friends: Alice, Rose, Emmett and Jasper. With all the others, he feels he needs to take his anger out on something else besides playing football. That is why he stays away from people, and people stay away from him. But by doing that, Edward just wants to hurt them even more.
What happens when a new student catches Edward's eye? Will he be able to control himself and his tantrums, or will he end up hurting Bella Swan, not only emotionally, but physically as well?
Yet to be titled
Pre-Face
Danger.
Something they forewarn you from – forbidding you to be near it – something to stay away from, but it has its own aura; when standing alongside it, it seems as if it's pulling you in, closer to your own pain. Your own agony. That's what it feels like now. But I'm not scared. How could I be? I can't seem to keep my distance, no matter how hard I try.
Curious, more than I should be, I need to be a part of that danger. At least a close proximity to it. Finding out unexpected details and discovering obstacles that need to be dealt with is a part of college – a part of life. Life has a meaning, and if death is the only way I'll be able to find it, then let it be. After all, you haven't lived until you die, or so I've been told. But who really knows?
Danger lurks in the corners of every day, sun up or sun down, it's there. And always will be. Besides, what's life without a little risk? Okay, I might be pushing my chances – entering into a world I may not be able to escape later on – but I know it'll be worth it when I'm with him.
If I die for him – or because of him – I shall die happily. Maybe not join death literally, but emotionally and figuratively are as just as bad. I'll have to wait and see how much I can endure. Endure trying to be with him, someone, as he warned me, dangerous.
End of Pre-Face
Should I continue? Much more will be explained, if and when, I continue. Leave a review telling me why I should or shouldn't go on, please. :) I really want to know your thoughts.
Love, Mayface!
