Title: A thousand thoughts
Dear Reader,
R & R is all I ask. Just tell me what you think She should do. This story is based on what my best friend is going through. She asked me to post it on my account so her mom wouldn't find our.
Prologue
"So before we get married do you want to…you know?" Fred was trying to be gentle on the subject. Hermione knew Fred wanted to, they lightly joked about it on and off. But even toughs conversations went to this extent.
"I don't care, really. I mean it's you, and I love you." Hermione was trying to keep her head on straight.
"Shouldn't you care?" He was truly wondering why she answered the way she did. But all she could do was ponder what she was doing. She knew she really wanted to, just about as much as he did. But She was so much younger, by three years. All she could think was, what if something happened? What if Ron and Harry found out? What if her parents found out? What if his parents found out?
"Honey if you want to just tell me, and I'd be perfectly fine with it." She took a deep breath trying to get her point across.
" But what if it wasn't up to me? What if you wanted to?" Fred Weasley. He was always there to protect her, love her, and make her pee her pants laughing. He really did love her, and he was trying to prove it by being mature about the subject.
" I'd be okay with it." She was glad to get it out. Wait what did I just say? Did I just say yes to have sex with Fred Weasley? Oh My God what did I just do?
"I love you. Baby" He sounded so happy.
"I love you too honey." She di d loves him with all her heart. But what she really needed was some advice.
Asking Opinions"You guys, I actually said yes!" She let herself cry to Luna and Ginny
" So the conversation all started with a pool of pudding?" Ginny looked at Hermione awkwardly.
"You know 'Mione, you just have to say no, if he really loves you he'll understand and wait till your old enough." Luna said in her usual sweet dreamy tone.
"She's got a point. I mean if he loves you he'd be OK with it." Ginny tried to sound optimistic.
"Well, I love him a lot and I'm not sure I want to wait. I want to a lot." She was trying not to sound desperate. "He even has a recording on his phone of me saying he makes me hot!" Her voice went up an octave or two.
"You know you should really stop and rethink what you just said." Luna giggled like she was high on air.
"I'll just see." Hermione sighed like she had no clue what she was going to do.
"No you won't. You're more than just my friend your one of my role models, I look up to all my friends and look at Luna," Ginny pointed towards Luna, who was staring up at the night sky form their bench in front of the Black Lake, "How can she possibly hold us both up emotionally."
