Hey this is my First fanfic so please no flames! Please reivew with positive reinforcements thanks for reading!

Disclaimer: I dont own Kingdom Hearts or any of the songs featured in the fic : D

Chapter 1: High for This

"Roxas were on in a few!" Ugh man i can never get a break.

"Just one last hit" i mumble just loud enough for him to hear me and close the door. I take my last drag relishing in the burning sisation before blowing the puff of smoke through my nose while putting out the joint and in my back pocket.

"Woah yea let's do this" i hear Xigbar yell as i walk back into the room with my red eyes i see them all in a circle with there glasses up and a small gap for me.

"hell yea lets do this' i say as i invade the circle then the sound of clinking glass fills the air. I drown down at least Five shots of hennessy before its finally time for us to go on.

My eyes burn and i stumble a few times as i move to my position on stage. The bright lights only cloud my vision more but my eyes still find and lock with those unforgiving emeralds.

"1..2..a.1..2..3...4" Demyx yells. The guiter starts to pick up with the beat of the tom toms and i know my cues about to come so i take a deep breath. But as im about to open my mouth all i can think of is how geourius the owner of those eyes must be.

"Roxas remember practice. In The Morning. 10:00 am Sharp." Dem said as he hops in next to Zexion as i walk pass the car.

"You sure you dont want us to take you home?" Zexion asks like every other time we have a late gig. i turn to see yet again there following me down the street to the bus stop.i sign before muttering "Naw man the bus is fine it gets me there. Besides who wants to be stuck in a car with all you guys' sexual tension"

I turn to see both their faces red. I laugh "Catch you guys later" i say as they honked the horn before their car was out of sight.

The bus ride home was proving to be just as boring and uneventful as usual, until we pulled to the last stoplight before my house. i causually looked out the window. My sight was filled with a beautiful hot red convertable.

the car was awesome but it couldnt even compare to the wore a nicely fitted black suit showing off his muscles and flowing red hair that matched the cars paint. my breath caught when he turned and my eyes took in once again those same spellbinding emerlad eyes.

The owner of said eyes gave me a smirk and a nod then turned and peeled off as the light turned green and the bus slolwly groans back to life. I sigh once more when i finally get off the bus breathing in the fresh air and feeling the finally stable ground under my feet.

Walking up the steps to my apartment i notice a note on the door.'Fuck Sora mustve forgot to pay the bill again.'

Snatching it off i read its cotaiments stating that the rent was late and if not paid by monday morning the locks would be changed and our shit on the street. "Whatever ill get on Sora later let him enjoy his night with riku" i mutter while crushing the note into a ball.

We barely can make ends meet as it is without all the late fees. The money we make with gigs and my job at Wal-Mart takes care of the rent. While Soras job at the pet store cover have to cover everything It really doesnt help that any extra money we get goes to booze and weed i add as i finally find my keys to open the door.

Dropping my bag and guitar case i head directly to my room. i fall into the soft plush matress thinking 'ill take my shower in the morning" before i doze of.

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"Roxas open this fucking door its already-"i cut Dem off as i open the door. "What. The. Fuck.! He just rolls his eyes as he pushes past me followed by Zexion as they hed to my room.

"We have practic. I told you yesterday but i knew you'd forget so we came to pick you up so you wouldnt be late." He explains himself while digging through my closet looking for me an outfit.

"A Phone call would hyave been just as fine" i say running my head through my gold trenches. A bundle comes flying towards my face. it narrowly misses as i grab it. "Go shower so we can leave" Demyx says as he flops down on my bed.

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The hot shower, coffee, and the annoying loud singing by Demyx had me awake by the time we made it to band rehorsal.