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Chapter 1: Pain

Jacob's POV

I heard my cellphone ring for the millionth time this morning. I didn't even bother to see who it was. I wasn't in the mood to do much these days but wallow in my own pain and misery.

How could I do anything else? Renesmee, my little Nessie, the love of my life just vanished without a trace. She was gone. I'm still trying to come to terms with what happened. Not even the Cullens are sure what happened. She was just here one day and gone the next. Where had she gone? Was she alive or dead? Did freaking Volturi have something to do with this? I didn't know, all I knew is that there was a gaping hole in my chest where my heart should be. The hole was getting bigger and bigger with each passing day. Soon there would be nothing left of me. It was just pure agony not knowing where she was. She was most likely dead though. We would have found her a long time ago if she had been alive.

I looked outside and saw that it was snowing very heavily outside. The weather just seemed to reflect my mood.

The cellphone rang again. I saw that it was Quil who was trying to get in contact with me. I picked up the phone and smashed it against the wall in anger. Can't they tell that I'm not interested in talking to anyone?! The only person that I'm interested in hearing from is my Nessie and most likely I will never hear from her again because chances are that she is dead! We've searched everywhere for her and we haven't found her so it's most likely that she is dead.

I had just sat down to eat breakfast when I heard a faint crying sound coming from outside. It stopped almost as soon as it had started. So maybe I had just imagined the whole thing.

Then the crying started again a few minutes later and I couldn't deny it any longer. There was something out there. I went and opened the door and saw a huge basket with numerous blankets inside it. There was, without a doubt, a very small something squirming underneath all the blankets. I pulled back the blankets and let out a small gasp when I saw two babies, one boy and one girl, in the basket. Both of them were crying. Both of them felt unnaturally warm. They had been left to the elements to long. I immediately took them both inside.

There was also a note in the basket. What was this freaking Harry Potter?!

The note read:

Please take care of my babies. I wish I could, but sadly I'm unable to. Please don't take them to an orphanage, they deserve a caring and loving home and you can give them that. I know you will be perfect for them. They were born just past midnight this morning. I didn't name them so you can call them whatever you like.

I reread the note a few times because I couldn't quite understand it. Their mother, whoever she was, left her children with me on purpose. Why? Who was this woman? Why would she abandon her own children? I couldn't take care of two babies. No, I had to take them to an orphanage.

Then one of them started crying. It was the girl. I picked her up and right away she stopped crying and she looked up and me and I could have sworn that she smiled a toothless grin. No! I mentally slapped myself. I could not let these babies win me over. I was not going to keep them.

She really was adorable though. She kind of looked like Nessie when she was born. Her brother also kind of looked like me as a baby.

Okay, I need to stop thinking of them this way. I could not get attached. No way no how.

First thing is first, these two needed to see a doctor badly. They had probably been out there for a really long time and it seemed like they were sick now.

I decided to call the first person that I could think of; Dr. Fang. Then I remembered that I had smashed my phone beyond repair. Damned, I guess I was just going to have to spend money on a brand new one.

I wrapped the both of them in blankets and decided to just run to the Cullen house as fast as I could. I couldn't take them in my car since I didn't have any car seats for them.

I knocked on the door and by luck Carlisle was the one to open.

He looked surprised to see me. "Jacob what are you doing here and why do you have two babies?" he asked clearly in confusion.

"These two babies were left on my doorstep. I think they're sick" I said.

"Okay come in. I'll check them over" he said.

"They have developed pneumonia but it's not life threatening yet. We caught it just in time" Carlisle explained. I was relieved to hear that. I felt connected to these two babies in an odd way and I didn't want anything to happen to them. Carlisle started giving them some sort of medicine. It was sad to know that they were so young and yet they were already sick.

Not long after Carlisle had left I went over to them. The boy had fallen asleep but the girl was wide awake. She looked scared so I picked her up and right away she relaxed. She started to nod off in my arms. I decided to call her Carlie, in the memory of Renesmee. Wait, hadn't I decided that I was going to take them to an orphanage? I can't name them, naming means getting attached. Oh who am I kidding? I thought as little Carlie let out a big yawn before completely falling asleep in my arms. I'm already attached to these two.

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