-1This may seems kinda of sad. I really don't think Miley should do this. Nothing bad will happen. There is a happy ending. I hate not having one. I used "Everytime" by Britney Spears. I think it fits well.

Disclaimer: I don't own Hannah Montana or Britney Spears

Miley's POV

I hate this! I'm dating Jake. Well, I'm secretly dating Jake. He dating Mikayla for the press but then regularly he's dating me. I always try everything to make him break up with her but it never works. On the outside I kiss him, but in the inside I'm screaming. I do everything for him to notice me.

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

It seems as if it's day after day that, I do something for him. I try to forgot about him. He's not good for me right? No good boyfriend dates a girl as a secret. Yet, I love him. He tortures me. Playing with my emotions.

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

There's a usually routine for Jake and I. He comes over during the day. We hang out for a while. Then we start kissing. For awhile we do, but he stops because he has to do something with Mikayla. I tell him, that I hate it, but he says he needs to date her for the press and he can't break up with her; it was kill her, then it would kill him.

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

This has been happening for a year. My friends and family notice how it's been effecting me. Even the stupid tabloids do to! They starting to say how Hannah is all depressed now. And it's true. I might as well end this. Jake doesn't love me. If he really did he would already be dating me full time.

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
Everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

The pain is killing me inside. I can't take this. I did something, I never did before. I cut myself. I keep on. I enjoyed watching the blood come out. Each cut took away the pain from Jake. I'm on 7th cut. Dam! That one hurt. It's bleeding a lot. Oh my god, I think I cut to deep. Luck for me Lilly had just came in my room. She saw my arm. Of course she freaked out, I told her what happened. She called the ambulance. About ten minutes later they came, taking me to the hospital.

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

I lied in my bed in this stupid hospital. I knew outside my friends and family where there wondering what happened. I bet my dad and Lilly are both crying. I didn't want to hear them. All that went threw my head was Jake. I couldn't get him out.

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

I feel weak, as if I'm fading away. The doctor leaves the room to talk to my dad. "I'm afraid the cut was very deep. Miley may not have a chance if we don't do test." The doctor tells my dad. He breaks down crying. I took a couple of test. It turns out I'm low on blood. I closed my eyes hopping that this will end. I try to open them. It wouldn't work. The doctor looks at the thingy that saws how I'm doing. My heart beat is slowing down; barley moving. I think this is the end. Suddenly my door opens. I don't know who it is though. Like I said my eyes won't open. Who ever it was came and sat by me, then bent down. "Who are you?" I asked. This person leans in and kisses me. The best kiss, I ever had in my life. My heart beat goes up, I open my eyes to see Jake. "I broke up with her." He says quietly. I smile, then he hugs me.

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby