"What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you."

-Pierce the Veil "Caraphernelia"


Finally

after years&years&years of

w a i t i n g

she's finally yours.

Your Lilyflower.

This feeling of absolute bliss

was supposed to last always&forever

but as the days

come and go

you feel this, this aching

in your heart

as if something

(as if someone)

is missing.

You didn't understand it

because she's the one for whom you've been

longing&wishing&hoping.

It's only when you meet

his soft eyes

and your heart !ROARS!

that's when it all *clicks*

and there's no denying that

you miss him.

x x x x x x x x x x x x

It just started off as an idea

you've always been the curious type

&he was willing to help you out.

It was never supposed to go b e y o n d

a kiss or two

but it did and you wouldn't take it back for

a n y t h i n g.

As the days flew by

you found yourself

spiraling out of control with him.

This "experiment" went further

than either of you expected

but it was okay

because it felt right

and you two were just

f r i e n d s

after all.

But now, now

you can't help but feel like

you guys c/r/o/s/s/e/d the friendship line

long ago

and will never be able to go back.

x x x x x x x x x x x x

Lily is fiery&willful&strong

everything for which you thought you were

looking

but you thought wrong

(you know that now.)

'Cause all you want

all your heart really needs

is Remus' tenderkisses&softembrace&love.

You only wish you would've realized this

s o o n e r.


The lyrics at the top belong to the utterly fantastic band Pierce the Veil. I really recommend them; they're one of my favorites.

I wrote this for mew! Today she converted me into a Jamus shipper... *le sigh* Remmius is forever, though...

:D

Reviews are lovely and greatly appreciated!

This is a companion piece to my other Jamus FV "Garden Times Will Change Friendships Forever."

The "Garden" thing in my recent slash fics' titles is just a joke that I have with mew. So this is part of the "Garden Series"

Thanks mew for betaing! Yet again, I'm sure you'll understand the title. (The title also has a M&D song title pun...)