Bellarke
okay this is my first time writing and posting a fan fiction, so comment andreview! I love the 100 and Bellarke is my fav! As you probably know i don't own anything. It takes place after the season 2 finale.
Chapter 1
"Clarke if you need forgiveness, take it you have it" Bellamy begged. "Bellamy you of all people should understand what I feel! I killed them! I killed them all! Every time I look at any of the survivors all I see is blood and death, and all I feel is guilt and regret!" Clarke replied on the edge of tears. Bellamy searched her eyes, he searched for anything, something that he could use to convince her to stay. "Why do you even care if I stay? Everywhere I go bad things happen. Every person I meet gets hurt, my dad, Wells, Finn, Jasper, just look around everyone is suffering and it's all my fault!" Clarke could barely see her eyes glossy with tears building up in her eyes. "Clarke your wrong, I look around and I see people, our people, and they are alive! If you say that they are suffering because of you than you are even more wrong, they are alive because of you!" Clarke looked into his brown eyes and could only feel frustration, her frustration that Bellamy wouldn't just let her leave, and his that Clarke didn't see how much she was needed. After Clarke didn't respond Bellamy continued. "I'm not just talking about Mount Weather, think about it. If you didn't come down on the drop ship I would have been in charge. I was only looking out for myself! We never would have been prepared to survive with food and water. You are the reason that I am alive right now, that Octavia is alive, that anyone is alive!" Bellamy paused; Clarke still stared at him hopelessly. "Also the people from the ark, I had my mind set on not contacting them and I would have done everything in my power to prevent communication. They wouldn't have found out that earth is survivable and they would all be dead too!" Clarke felt the tears start to fall rapidly down her cheeks burning her skin. She never knew that Bellamy thought these things; she never knew he cared so much. She closed her eyes wishing for the life on earth she so magically dreamed of, the place that's beauty was shown every where the place where there was no danger of running out of air, food, or water, the place that had no dangers of grounders or mountain men. She felt a soft touch against her cheek and she leaned into it absorbing every happy feeling that came with. She finally opened her eyes; Bellamy had his hands cupping her face and like her had tears streaming down from his eyes. She looked into his eyes and could only see sorrow and despair. Finally he said the words, the words she needed to hear. "Clarke, princess we need you, I need you" She wrapped her arms around his body as if he was her lifeline, the only thing keeping her alive. He did it, he convinced her to stay. He was so filled with joy; he never wanted her to let go so her just tightened his hold around her waist. They stayed clinging together just like that in a hug that was so meaningful, for what seemed like hours. Eventually Bellamy let go and brought his hands back up to his princess' face and softly brushed away her remaining tears. He led her back into camp and to her tent. Bellamy didn't want to leave her, he worried that she would leave during the night, but also he just didn't want to be away from her. So when he told her goodnight and tucked her in, instead of going back to his tent he sat down outside hers. He promised himself he wouldn't go to sleep, but the exhaustion from the past few days overcame him and within an hour he was asleep.
okay so what did you think? Comment and review, i have more chapters so tell me if i shouldpost them! i think i might change up the POV and don'tworry i have ideas for more drama!
