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Looking in the mirror, I see myself. Robbie Shapiro. Awkward guy with a puppet. Nerdy, uncool, having a low self esteem, dissociative identity disorder.
In the mirror I see a person, not worth to be loved by any girl. My friends are making fun of me, because I can't defend myself. That goes back to kindergarten. My mother always told me to be strong, to have guts. I had at the very beginning, but then this boy came, Derek. He treated me like shit, showed me I was worth nothing. I stood up for myself and earned a broken nose and laughter from the other kids.
I'm not a worthy performer. That's what a lot of people think, including me. I insult myself through Rex my puppet. Yes, I said puppet. Puppet,puppet,puppet. Damn puppet. To other people I say he isn't a puppet, because he's embodying me, how I want to be. Me, how I am inside, what I feel, what I think, but because I'm afraid of telling people directly, I talk through Rex.
Looking in the mirror, I see myself. Robbie Shapiro, boy with a puppet. Feeling small in this, oh, so big world.
-Myself, yourself, ourselves-
Looking in the mirror, I see myself. Cat Valentine. Ditzy. Crazy little red, with emotional problems.
In the mirror I see a person, who can't be mean to other people. You think that might be something good, but it sometimes isn't. I am very naïve and I don't see the bad character traits of other people, that's why I was taken advantage of often. And that hurts me. To trust people, to start liking them and then they let you fall. Best example: Pete. He acted as if he was interested in me, just to tell me, after I fell in love, that he wanted Jade. It hurt me, it really hurt me. But I don't have trust issues. I just can't, because I think that people didn't mean what they did, because every single human is fundamentally good, isn't he? I don't say that it always happens, but it happens often and I get hurt again and again, again and again.
Looking in the mirror, I see myself. Cat Valentine. Emotionally churned. Feeling small in this, oh, so big world.
Hope you guys liked it. The next Chapters will be about Tori;Andre and Jade;Beck. This will be a three-shot.
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~teddybaer~
