Yes I know, its been way to long. Seriously every time I wanted to update, things would just get in the way. It sucked. Its probably been over two years that I haven't updated yet! (I Think!) I still have to finish posting up other chapters for my other story. Man I know, I suck. School, family, and other things blocked my way of posting new chapters up or stories. Enjoy! Oh I don't not own any of the Blood + Characters!!
Chapter One: Gone
I'm all alone, I'm alone,
This high water tide underneath the flood,
Deserts of dust, if I must I will stand.
He looked so calm on the outside, but no one really knew how much he hurt on the inside. He wandered alone in the streets not knowing where he was going. He didn't seem to care about anything except for her return. He looked among the faces that crowded the busy streets, but nothing like the angelic face he has grown accustomed to. Memories of her flooded in his mind, he shook his head for those memories would only bring more pain. Pain which he didn't want to feel anymore.
These are my promises,
I hope you're winning the war,
To make everything like it was before,
All that we were, we can still be again,
I swear.
All the memories of all the battles against Diva, flying everywhere just so they can destroy her. He wanted nothing more than to be by her side, so if he had to fight then he would, every last battle. He loved her, he knew that much was true. One question lingered in his mind, did she? He wouldn't know and he wasn't quite sure if she was ready to know, during that battle.. That last fight, at the Met, it seemed like it was the last time he was going to see her. If that was the case, then he had to tell her what he felt. That is why he said "Nankurnaisa, I love you." With that she was gone and the cursed balcony fell on top of me.
I'm afraid you're gone...
I don't want you,
I don't want you to go,
I've got the sun in my eyes,
I didn't see you passing me by.
I just want you, I just want you to know,
Inside me forever you'll go.
After that he didn't how he survived, but glad anyway. He knew that when he returned to Okinawa, she entered her slumber. He visited her and left a single flower with his ribbon hoping that she won't forget. He didn't want to be separated but he had to, for her own good. Seeing her in pain just made him hate himself, he wanted to be there to comfort her.
Now I just want to go home,
Carried by all that was ever known,
Held in these hands, if I must I will stand
Hagi was sitting at the bench near her favorite spot, the beach. He opened his cello case and took out the beautiful instrument. Once he began playing he smiled to himself, remembering his childhood memories with her. Remembering his old home, a place she and Hagi missed.
Given these promises,
Now I've been running too long,
These feet are too tired to carry on,
Weighing us down, if you're gone I will drown.
His hands played the song he knew too well. His eyes closed, mind drifting to the times and places of the past. It was just himself and the earth and no one else. He remembered the time at the lake. He was so happy that he was with her alone. He rowed the boat to the middle of the lake and stopped. He was anxious to see why she had called him that day. They talked bout things but he did remember one thing clearly. When she stood and almost fell, he was there to catch her. Like always.
I'm afraid you're gone...
Today though it was very different and he didn't like it. He was all alone and it felt terrible. Saya was no longer with him, but he knew soon she would. He knew soon he would have her and once again confess all that he felt towards her. For now, though, he had to wait.
I don't want you,
I don't want you to go,
I've got the sun in my eyes,
I didn't see you passing me by.
I just want you, I just want you to know,
Once he became Saya's Chevalier, he was filled with the most happy felling he ever felt. That meant that he would watch over her for an eternity, even if it wasn't her wish. He would still do that. Forever he would be bound to Saya.
If forever exists,
Inside me forever you'll go,
If forever exists...
He stopped playing and put the cello back where it belonged. He took one more look towards the evening sky and the beautiful horizon that displayed in front of him. He began to walk away when something called out to him. More like someone.
"Hagi.." the voice said.
I've got the sun in my eyes,
I didn't see you passing me by.
Now I've been running too long, yeah,
To carry on.
He didn't know where it came from. He didn't understand. He looked again at the ocean, its waves were calm now. The sun was just minutes from setting and darkness would confuse its surroundings.
"Hagi...don't be sad, its time."
With that, Hagi took off to the one place he knew he had to go. As he came closer to the stairs that led to the tomb, the pulses became stronger. This time he was sure time was up. After these 30 years, he would finally see her again.
I don't want you,
I don't want you to go,
I've got the sun in my eyes, yeah.
He took a sharp intake of breath. After all the time he was with her, he never felt this nervousness. He ran up the stairs, not in full speed but in human pace. When he reached the top, his eyes widen. The cocoon in which she slept was open.
I'm afraid you're gone...
He entered the room and saw the cocoon was open and Saya was no longer in it. He looked around to find that she wasn't in it. He panicked and look all over the place. He then went outside and tried to look for her. He didn't see her, he was really scared now. He took off into the forest and looked around there. He felt a pulse and followed it. When he came to a clearing he saw her. Saya was resting safe and sound in Solomon's arms.
If forever exists,
Inside me is where you belong.
If forever exists...
Yeh I know its short but its just the start. It will eventually get longer but until then R&R. I hope you liked it. By the way the song is called Gone by Butterfly Effect. If you think that doesn't go with this then you could also say that Far Away by Nickelback is a good choice. Hmmm, I don't know if I spelled 'Nankurnaisa' right. So if I didn't let me know..thnx. Well Arigato and c ya!
