I don't know How to love him

What to do How to move him.

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"Ginny, I'm just so confused…I want to love him but I don't want to sacrifice my own personality—"

"Of course not Hermione. And like I've said before, I know Ron likes you as you are…he wouldn't want you to change."

"But I've got to…Just watching him and LavLav the past couple of weeks, I've changed."

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I've been changed, Yes really Changed

In these past few days,

When I've seen my self

I seem like someone else.

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"I mean, you've seen me…this emotional,sensitive, out of whack person isn't me."

"That is true, Hermione. You definitely haven't been your self.

When was the last time you sent a swarm of birds at my brother's head?"

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I don't know how to take this

I don't see how he moves me

He's a man,

he's just a man.

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"I know…I just can't stand her—LavLav, that is…I just can't take this—and what makes him so special?—How does he do this to me? He's only …He's only... Ron!"

"Hermione, please just sit and calm down. I know how he does this to yo—"

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And I've had so many men before

In very many ways…

he's just one more.

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"I'm just wondering whats wrong with me? This didn't happen with Victor—"

"Hermione, listen to m—"

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Should I bring him down

Should I scream and shout

Should I speak of love

Let my feelings out?

I never thought I'd come to this

What's it all about?

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"I don't know what to do…obviously yelling at him and demeaning him doesn't work…but what do I tell him?! Just look at what this has all come to!"

"Hermione! Shut it already!!!"

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Don't you think it's rather funny,

I should be in this position?

I'm the one,

Who's always been

So calm

So cool

No lover's fool

Running every show…

He scares me so

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"oh, but I suppose you think it's all a joke? Sturdy-as-a-rock Hermione is finally cracking…and over something so stupid! Well…I can't take it anymore, Ginny—I can't….I jsu can't. It's all coming down on me and I don't know what to do."

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I never thought I'd come to this

What's it all about?

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"I can't deal with these feeling…they're useless."

"Hermione…I know you really don't mean that. Don't you get it?... Ron loves you. He's just to big of a prat to admit it"

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Yet, if he said he loved me…

I'd be lost

I'd be frightened

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"What?"

"He loves you, Hermione. It so obvious…the only reason he's with Lavander is to make you jealous….and he might just want some action—"

But Hermione was already out the door…down the steps…in the common room…near the portrait hole

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I couldn't cope

Just couldn't cope

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"Hey, Hermione!"

But she kept going…

"Mione!...Wait up."

And he caught up….

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I'd turn my head

I'd back away

I wouldn't want to know…

He scares me so

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"What the bloody hell are you doing?"

She couldn't look at him…face him…she would have run but his hand was on her arm.

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I want him so

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She looked up at him…into those pale blue eyes…

And kissed him.

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I love him so

I want him so

I love him so.

a/n…yeah…I like broadway…..JESUS CHRIST SUPERSTAR!!!!!!!!