Natalie's Hope
By Darkened Moonfire
Rating: K+
Category: Angst/Tragedy
Disclaimer: I do not own hp
Chapter 1 Tears
Note: so you are not confuzzled this story is about Natalie McDonald who is the only real character in the Harry Potter series she was only nine years old when she died so J.K. Rowling made her a first year and sorted her in Gryffindor. In my story however she doesn't go to Hogwarts
This first chapter is a poem that is sorta goes with the second chapter but for now just imagine Natalie writing this to someone in her family
Tears
You broke my heart
Oh you did
I cry and cry
Over you
I miss you so much
You were my role model
But you went and
Got yourself killed
Oh why did you die?
Why didn't you
Pay attention
To the car in front of us?
But no you didn't pay attention
You didn't look ahead
And look where you ended up?
Now you are dead
And my heart is tearing
Into tiny little pieces
Like someone who is
Tearing a valentine heart
My soul is
Weeping
Over your dead cold body
Lying there motionless
My soul is
Grieving
Over your dark grey grave
Tears are coming
Down my cheeks
Forming a puddle
On the bright green grass
Life is going on
As if nothing happened
But me
In a black dress
Who is mourning for you
Puts flowers by your grave
I cannot move on
For I am too heartstricken
About you
I feel as if I'm
Paralyzed
With grief
This knot
In my stomach
Will not go away
The dark circles
Underneath my eyes
Will not disappear
My tear stained face
Will not dry
I wish you could come back
Oh I just wish you did
But however times
I wish and pray
To God that
You would return
Alas you do not return
You do not
Open the front door
Where I will be waiting
For you
To come home
Again
And while I wait
I look at pictures
The pictures that
Mum took
Of you and me
Pictures of you
Smiling and laughing
I stare at them
Remembering
The moments of life
When they were
Captured on a piece
Of paper
And when they actually happened
I was happy then
So filled with joy
And peace
I don't ever
Think that
I will feel peace and joy again
As I look at
The pictures
I realize that
They make me
More distraught
And I start sobbing
Again
I let the tears fall
I let them fall
Onto the pictures
I let a thousand
Cold sad tears
Fall on the pictures
I don't know
How long it will be
Till I stop crying
Till I stop grieving
My love for you
Oh my love for you
Cannot be explained
In simple words
But I do
Love you
And that's
All that matters
You broke my heart
Yes you broke
My heart
You broke it the day
I survived
And you didn't
Why did you have
To die?
Why did I
Live?
The tears are
Swelling up again
I didn't know
That I could
Produce this many
Tears
But apparently
I can
I have only
One simple thing
To ask you
Before my tears
Blind me
From writing
This
Why did you have to break my heart?
-Natalie McDonald
