Natalie's Hope

By Darkened Moonfire

Rating: K+

Category: Angst/Tragedy

Disclaimer: I do not own hp

Chapter 1 Tears

Note: so you are not confuzzled this story is about Natalie McDonald who is the only real character in the Harry Potter series she was only nine years old when she died so J.K. Rowling made her a first year and sorted her in Gryffindor. In my story however she doesn't go to Hogwarts

This first chapter is a poem that is sorta goes with the second chapter but for now just imagine Natalie writing this to someone in her family

Tears

You broke my heart

Oh you did

I cry and cry

Over you

I miss you so much

You were my role model

But you went and

Got yourself killed

Oh why did you die?

Why didn't you

Pay attention

To the car in front of us?

But no you didn't pay attention

You didn't look ahead

And look where you ended up?

Now you are dead

And my heart is tearing

Into tiny little pieces

Like someone who is

Tearing a valentine heart

My soul is

Weeping

Over your dead cold body

Lying there motionless

My soul is

Grieving

Over your dark grey grave

Tears are coming

Down my cheeks

Forming a puddle

On the bright green grass

Life is going on

As if nothing happened

But me

In a black dress

Who is mourning for you

Puts flowers by your grave

I cannot move on

For I am too heartstricken

About you

I feel as if I'm

Paralyzed

With grief

This knot

In my stomach

Will not go away

The dark circles

Underneath my eyes

Will not disappear

My tear stained face

Will not dry

I wish you could come back

Oh I just wish you did

But however times

I wish and pray

To God that

You would return

Alas you do not return

You do not

Open the front door

Where I will be waiting

For you

To come home

Again

And while I wait

I look at pictures

The pictures that

Mum took

Of you and me

Pictures of you

Smiling and laughing

I stare at them

Remembering

The moments of life

When they were

Captured on a piece

Of paper

And when they actually happened

I was happy then

So filled with joy

And peace

I don't ever

Think that

I will feel peace and joy again

As I look at

The pictures

I realize that

They make me

More distraught

And I start sobbing

Again

I let the tears fall

I let them fall

Onto the pictures

I let a thousand

Cold sad tears

Fall on the pictures

I don't know

How long it will be

Till I stop crying

Till I stop grieving

My love for you

Oh my love for you

Cannot be explained

In simple words

But I do

Love you

And that's

All that matters

You broke my heart

Yes you broke

My heart

You broke it the day

I survived

And you didn't

Why did you have

To die?

Why did I

Live?

The tears are

Swelling up again

I didn't know

That I could

Produce this many

Tears

But apparently

I can

I have only

One simple thing

To ask you

Before my tears

Blind me

From writing

This

Why did you have to break my heart?

-Natalie McDonald