Looking back, I had no idea how I initially became attracted to her. She was the complete opposite of me, a sugar coated girl with long pink hair, the ruler of the Candy Kingdom. Even though I'm the Vampire Queen, there was just something about her that drove me crazy.
I had already known her for a while when I came to the terms that I was bisexual. Even though I was positive that I liked girls, I hadn't developed a crush on one yet. I had always liked something about her, but one day, it hit me like a speeding truck. Even though she was made of sugar, she was still tough. Her hair looked so sticky and sweet as it flowed down her back, and her skin was a gorgeous shade of pink. I wanted to take her home with me and suck all of the color from her face, imaging that it would taste like a dream.
Even though I lusted after her, I knew that there wasn't a chance in Ooo that she felt the same about me. I highly doubted that she had ever gotten romantic feelings for another girl, and even if she did, she would never go for someone like me. We were complete opposites. My gothic style and sick and twisted interests and personality completely collided with the Candy Princess, a lacy pink dress wearing, abundantly sweet, good hearted ruler of a land.
I still acted like I disliked her whenever we were together. I would respond to her honey drenched optimism with sarcasm, which caused her to scorn. However, even though it appeared as if she resented me, she was still kind to me. I would catch her smiling at me from time to time, which made me melt inside.
One day after an adventure with Finn and Jake, I finally decided to tell her. She was so badass that day, and it had inspired me to grow the balls to tell her how I really felt.
"Um, I kind of really like you," I couldn't stop blushing when I told her. After I was done, I felt an immediate wave of regret pass through my body. Luckily, she responded to what I said by kissing me. At that moment, I was the happiest that I had been in all the 1,000 years of my life.
Our relationship lasted 5 months. She insisted on keeping it hidden, although it was against what I wanted. I think that in a way, we helped balance each other out. She inspired me to act sweeter. I waited for a while until I sucked the pink out of her face for the first time. It tasted like a rainbow frosted cupcake. In return, I got her to act a little more wild. When she was with me, it was like she was fearless. Still, she seemed to be displeased in my tastes, as I was with hers. I gave her a t-shirt of a band that I loved, hoping that she would wear it, for me. She never did.
We wanted things to work out, but they just couldn't. We were just too different. I'll never forget the fight that ended our relationship. I can't even remember how it started.
"Marcy, you're too rough!"
"Oh, I'm sorry that I don't treat you like a goddess! You may be a princess, but that still doesn't make you perfect! I know that I'm not made of sugar like you, but I still have a heart!"
"I know that you do, but I wish that it would show a little bit more! I deserve to be treated like a princess. I am one!"
"Well, I'm a queen! I can't change myself completely for you, Bonnie! If I'm such an inconvenience to you that you have to hide our relationship, then maybe we shouldn't be together!"
"Fine! You are such a problem to me anyway. Maybe someday, when you grow more of a heart, I can take you back!"
Her words really stung, and I never feel hurt by anything. It was the best relationship that I had ever been in, even though it was toxic for the most part. I wish that I could go back and fix everything, but I can't change who I am for anyone. I just hope that she misses me as much as I miss her.
