Shadow: Konnichiwa minna-san. I'm here to give you a special to celebrate Christmas and Allen Walker's birthday.
Allen: thank you shadow, but you don't really have to.
Shadow: none sense Allen, it's your birthday so it should be celebrated. I'm not the only one right everyone.
Lavi: shadow-chan is right Allen, it should be celebrated.
Leenalee: shadow-san is right Allen-kun, so we will have none of that attitude.
Kanda: stupid moyashi (Allen: it's Allen!) just shut up and accept it, or else they won't stop their annoying bitching.
Shadow/Lavi/Leenalee: that's right we won't stop our annoyi-HEY!
Allen: Mi…minna. *smiles adorably*
Shadow: ALLEN SO KAWAI! *jumps on Allen and hugs*
Allen: *choking*
Lavi/Lenalee: *sweatdrop*
Kanda: while the baka author is busy with the baka moyashi, we will get on with the story.
Allen: H…hel…p…Ge…t…he…r…o…ff
Lavi/Lenalee/Kanda: *ignore Allen* shadow-chan/san/baka author does NOT own D-gray man or us.
Allen: T…trai…to…rs… *passes out*
Sorrowful snow
My first memories aren't pleasant.
Pain, rejection, and loneliness
Were what made up those memories.
I was abandoned at birth.
Why you may ask?
The answer is my left arm.
My left arm is red as blood,
And with black nails.
This was only the start
Of my sorrowful life.
I was abandoned
In the cold streets of London,
In the harsh snow.
I grew up all alone,
With no one by my side.
I was rejected and hurt
By the people around me,
Called a demon and forsaken
All due to my arm.
I later became as cold
As the snow
That I was left to die in.
To the children
It represented joy and wonder.
To me
It represents my sorrow.
People call it snow,
I call it sorrowful snow.
For seven long years
I survived with my only companion,
The sorrowful snow.
then I met Mana.
Mana, was a special yet weird clown.
I met him one cold December day.
By then I was a worker in a circus,
But I was more like a slave.
Beaten when I did something wrong,
Or just to relieve their frustrations,
The latter always being the case.
My name was Red
Named after my arm.
Mana was a traveling clown,
Going from circus to circus,
With his trusting partner,
Allen the clown dog.
Allen was my first actual friend.
He was the first living being
To not reject me.
When Allen actually
Licked my left hand,
For the first time
In my seven yearlong hell,
I was happy.
That happiness however,
Didn't last long.
Allen was beaten to death,
Leaving me alone once again.
I then met Mana
For the first time
When he was burying Allen's body.
At first I didn't like him
But I eventually warmed up to him.
On December 25,
On Christmas of all days,
I was adopted by Mana
And became Allen Walker.
The sorrowful snow
Was present as well,
But very little of it.
For a time
It was only me and Mana,
The sorrowful snow
Appeared from time to time.
We traveled
From town to town,
From circus to circus.
My time with him
Is something
That I wouldn't trade for the world.
Even though I didn't know my birthday,
We celebrated it
On December 25,
The day Mana became my world.
My world however,
Eventually shattered.
On December 25,
The day I became 10 years old,
The day that marked 3 years of happiness,
Mana walker was hit
By a runaway carriage
And died,
His last words being
For me to keep on walking
Until my last breathe.
I never cried
As hard as I did
That dreadful day.
The sorrowful snow
Was there
In huge amounts.
To this day
I believe the snow
Was as huge
As the sorrow
I felt that day.
They gave him a grave
That I always went
And grieved
For the loss
Of my father.
It was always cold
Each time I went
To his grave,
With the sorrowful snow
By my side once again.
Then HE came.
The millennium earl appeared
And said he could bring Mana back,
All I had to do
Was call his name,
And so I did.
It ended
In tragedy
once again.
I turned Mana
Into a dreadful akuma
With the order
To kill me.
Mana cursed me
And even now
I believe
He had every right to.
My left arm
Became a claw
And killed Mana once again,
But not without leaving scars
Both physically and mentally.
Mana gave me a scar
On the left side of my face
Over my left eye
With the mark of the akuma.
That eye can change color
And allows me
To see the tortured souls
That resides within
Every akuma's body.
The shock
Of seeing Mana like that
And seeing him die again
Turned my hair white,
As white as the sorrowful snow.
I then later meet
General Marian Cross.
He told me about
Akuma, innocents,
Exorcists, and the millennium earl.
My left arm
Actually had innocent in it.
It's really ironic,
That something that protects others
Can hurt the wielder so much.
I then became his apprentice
And traveled with him
To learn how to
Become an exorcist.
To be honest
I don't think
It was worth it.
Shortly after I turned 15
He declared me good enough,
Told me to go to the order
With Timcampy as my guide,
And hit me over the head
With a hammer
And left me.
It was quite obvious
He didn't want to go back.
Now here I am
On my way to the black order.
What lies ahead?
I don't know.
Can I make friends
At long last?
I don't know either.
Will my comrades
Leave or betray me?
I don't know that one either.
Either way
There are two things
I am certain of.
I will fight
And free
The tortured souls
Of the pitiful akumas,
And without a doubt
The thing that will stay
Forever be by my side
Is my dear
Sorrowful snow.
Lavi: well that was depressing
Shadow: well Christmas is such a sad day for Allen, what do you expect.
Lavi: fair point.
Kanda: where is that baka moyashi anyway.
Allen: *still unconscious* it's Allen Bakanda.
Lenalee: *sweatdrop* even when one of you is unconscious you still fight?
Kanda: *vein pop*what was that baka moyashi?!
Lenalee: and why are you responding?!
Lavi: actually I think that it's better that Allen isn't awake, he would only become depress.
Allen: *waking up*
Shadow: he is waking up, okay guys at the count of 3, you too Kanda or no soba for you.
Kanda:*grumbles*
Allen: *wakes up* what happened?
Shadow:1…2…3
Shadow/Lavi/Lenalee/Kanda: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Allen: *teary eyes**smiles* thank you guys.
Shadow: KAWAI!*hugs Allen*
Allen: ca…can…'t…bre…a…th..
Shadow: *releases Allen* I hope you like this, and I apologize for my grammar mistakes. This takes place when Allen is on his way to the black order by the way.
Everyone: SAYOUNNARA AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
