That's What You Get When You Let Your Heart Win.

Authoress; Qilly.

Disclaimer applied; I do not own Naruto but the storyline and plots are MINE! HAH! Take that!


I sat there on the Bench. The bench where he left me, the bench where he came back to me and the very same branch where he will be leaving me once more, not coming back.

He looks deep into my eyes, not with a look of love or affection, but of guilt. My eyes were overwhelmed with tears but I wouldn't dare to cry in front of him. 'Crying is for the weak', he used to tell me.

"Wh – who is s – she?" I asked holding back the tears which were on the rim of falling. I cursed myself for stuttering. My bangs were covering my eyes as I looked down on the floor, not daring to look in his eyes.

He sighs brushing his hair with his hand. It's a habit he usually does whenever hes in a dilemma or problem," Some girl … you wouldn't know her."

He spoke in a monotone when he talked to everyone but never me, but I guess that was about to change. I tried to avert my gaze from the floor to his eyes but I just couldn't find the strength to do so. I fear that if I look him in the eye, the tears welling in my eyes would fall, and I didn't want that to happen. I felt him moving closer to me, to comfort me like he used to when we were …

His hand rest on my shoulder to calm but I shrugged it off quickly as soon as his hand landed on my shoulder. I didn't want his pity; I didn't want reassurance telling that everything will be okay. EVERYTHING WONT BE OKAY! I wanted to screams at him, and tell him how hurt I am, by him, neither the less. I want him to feel the pain I'm going through. I want him to tell me this was a joke, a like, that he never really cheated, that this was all a SICK joke. I could forgive him for a joke but not this. It was to overpowering. I begin to sob and sniffle, and I suddenly felt light headed.

I couldn't help it anymore. I could no longer hold the tears. Slowly, one by one, the tears fell, staining my face.

"I don't like to see you cry …"

"WELL IT'S YOUR FAULT, DUMBASS!" screamed inner Sakura holding an axe getting ready to murder Sasuke.

"you caused them," I said in between sobs. I looked up, just long enough see the look of hurt and guilt in his eyes.

"Good!" exclaimed inner Sakura," Feel the pain, Bastard! Feel OUR pain!"

"im sorry," he mumbled quietly, it was faint but I could still hear it, "I'm sorry! Im sorry"



Hearing him apologizing made the tears to fall faster and harder. I felt so vulnerable. So Broken. I reminisce all the good time we had together; the rare smile he used reserved for me alone, the 'I love yous', the warm embrace but now, it meant nothing. I couldn't help but imagine him with another girl, laughing and smiling; having fun.

"Sas – Sasuke-K – Ku – n," I uttered but I guess he wasn't listening because he left me there, on that very familiar bench.

"That's what you get when you let your heart win, I guess," and with that said, I dropped down on my knee and brawled, not caring the people who were giving me

I know no matter what I do, I know it will never be the same. My heart will always have a hole in it.

OWARI.


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