"I feel cold. So cold. I don't know where I am, or how long I've been like this, feeling like this. Jeez, who knew dying would be so...cold I guess. Huh, not much on that front huh ol' brain.
Sigh, I miss you already. I wonder how much time has passed since that fateful day. We were home free, finally beating Bill Cipher, the bane of our existence. Thinking back on it, I still feel bad for leaving you behind, but it's better this way.
As I get my bearings, and look to the sky I see the world shift in colors. Then realization hits me. I'm in the dream dimension. I can't help. But chuckle at the irony of it all. I'm in the same place everything started. Me meeting Bill in my dreams, forming that stupid contract and giving him access to our world. Ultimately leading up to my death. At least I think. I'm dead.I feel cold, but looking at my hands they look solid. Not see through. This is impossible... I should be a ghost or a spector, something else but not solid.I stop and think it's probably better this way. At least I'll have a chance to get back to you.
I try to move and realize I can float. Weird it seems I have powers of some sort but I don't really know what they are. Maybe I'll try testing them out later.I start floating to wherever I can find some information. As I wander, I can't help but remember the sadness on your face, the tears you shed for me that day. I never wanted to see you cry, hell I never wanted to be the one to make you cry. I guess I broke my promise huh.I keep thinking about all the fun things we did back in Gravity Falls and can't help but smile at all the insane situations we got ourselves into. The happy times and the bad. Through it all though we had each other.
Who would have thought things would turn out like this though? I know right about now your probably having a blast with your new friends in school. That's what I want to think, want to believe, but I know that's not the case.
I know your hurting. I know your trying your best to move on but just like me, it's too hard. There's too much we left unfinished, unresolved. Mabel, you have to be strong. Your the alpha twin after all.
I continue to wonder for what feel like forever in hopes of finding my way back to you. Sadly I don't think I'll be able to find a way home unless I try giving in to...the power I have. I know you'll likely scream your head of at me once you find out, but I don't care. If becoming the monster, the demon means I can see you again, hold you again, than I'll gladly become the demon everyone fears.
I just hope you'll be able to bring me back before it's too late Mabel, after all your my twin, my light, my shining star.
More importantly... I believe in you!"
