I thought I meant something to you. I've given my all for you.

Yet, you continued to lie to me, about everything. Those scars weren't yours, that story wasn't yours, that name wasn't even yours.

Noatok, the blood bender. That's who you are.

But that's not who I fell in love with. Not who I thought loved me.

What makes the wound hurt more is that you convinced me to turn my back from my previous life. Before, I never even thought about the inequality between nonbenders and benders. Now, that's all I see. That's all I stand for. I've hurt innocent people under your teachings, just to gain your respect.

And eventually…your love.

Did I ever have you love, Amon? Did you ever love me? Or was that a lie too? How can I ever be sure?

All those talks we've had, all those moments we shared, were fake. Weren't they, Amon?

Oh, but that's not even your name. I can't even bear to think of you but I can't help it. I fell so easily for you but it's so hard to tear myself away.

Everyone respected you; your words were like a drug. Your intensity was mesmerizing. Your passion was addictive. Everyone needed for it to become reality, so that they can have a little bit of whatever made you special.

And I thought I had reached that point. I thought that I had reached a new level of life. It was euphoria to be with you, to have your individual attention. It never occurred to me that it would all be a part of your game.

Your manipulative, twisted game.

I'm sorry, Amon, that I had to turn against you. You left me no choice.

When Avatar Korra first accused you at the rally, I didn't want to believe. In fact, you convinced me to not believe it.

But then I saw you and it was like my whole world had come crashing down.

I can forgive you for blood bending me because; I gave you no other choice. I was prepared to cut you down, to mangle you and get revenge for what you did to me. Of course you fought back.

I can forgive you for manipulating my body but I won't forgive you for manipulating my heart.

For making me fall in love with a lie.

Goodbye, Amon, goodbye.

AN: This is my first Avatar: Legend of Korra fiction and I want to thank everyone for all the reviews!

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