How do I?

Death. That is all ive come to know, all I understand, all there is for me know. I watched my life drift into the abyss. No one can save me now, who would want to? I let my family die and slaughtered my friends, I am nothing. You think you have it hard? Take a walk in my shoes for a day. Now im in prision, where life couldn't possibly get any worse then what it is now. Welcome to my life no, welcome to my hell.

-3 years ago

"Wake up Trisha, school isnt going to wait for you ya know" my aunt margret yelled through my door, slamming her fist against it. I roll my eyes and get out of bed before she comes in with water. "yeah yeah, im up jeez!" I throw on my long black corset dress and combat boots and attempt to tame the insanity that I called hair. When nothing really worked I grabbed my bag and ran out the door hoping to catch the bus in time. Too bad fortune wasn't on my side that day and I missed it of couse and had to return to ask my aunt to take me. I never really liked her, every time we got into the car together we fought and today was no different. We fought over chores, jobs, school, friends, the works. She dropped me off a block from school and I was relieved to get out of that toxic atmosphere. She was the only family I had left, and I didn't care. That's when out of nowhere a woman appeared dressed in all white, as if she were an angel. "Choose now, life or death?" my obvious answer was life. "who shall I take life from to extend your life?" Being angry and not paying any attention to what I said I chose my aunt. The "angel" laughed and whispered "As you wish my child"