hey everyone i had this idea while listening to this song by Wakefield get
ready to grab
a tissue cause i cried just listening to the song u should really listen to it to get the full effect from the story
disclaimer - i do not own the characters from btvs and i do not own the song heavens coming by Wakefield
well on wit it
the song will be showed by **
heavens coming
I remember the first time I ever laid my eyes on her. She was amazing there was something about her I just could never figure out I taped her studied her and I could never best her she was my equal she was amazing she was the slayer. I loved her with everything I was everything that's left of me I died for her, and what do I have to show from it nothing absolutely nothing, but a memory and its all my fault. It was only a week ago but it seems so long ago since I've seen her face.
**I've never met someone quite like you, sorry for what I've done and put you through we were together that night when it all went wrong heavens coming**
We were driving from the law firm wolfram and hart that angel now runs. I stayed there and tried to help the ponce run things cause god knows he could never do it himself. The world was on the verge of ending.again. Finally with little hope left Buffy and the scoobies came. Me and angel were fighting to get to the sanchu that we really didn't need to fight for it went to who it belonged..me. I got it I don't know why I knew I never really deserved it but I got it. Maybe all along it had somthin to do with Buffy maybe I don't know. I didn't care all I knew I was that she was there with me. The world was saved for now. And that was all that mattered. She moved over and put her hand in mine and I gave her hand a squeeze everything was perfect maybe we could have had a family I could have been a husband..a dad. I could have done a lot then it happened the wheel slipped form my hands I don't know how but it did...
**she moves over and slides her hand in mine the wheel slips as we cross the double lines we were together that night when it all went wrong heavens coming**
They tell me not to cry but how, how can I not. Its all my fault if only........ I have to stop saying that. There is no if only it happened and there's nothing I can do about it.
**don't cry tonight (don cry tonight) I know that it will be all right don't cry tonight ( don't cry tonight) your still with me*
We finally made it to the other side of the road. I saw her next to me. She was fine. And I breathed a sigh of relief. But then I heard her scream it was another car. It was coming toward us fast and I didn't know what to do. I held her and braced my self for it ....... and then it hit ....on her side. My car was pushed further down the side of the road and then it went dark...
**we finally came to a stop on the other side you were still in the car but where was I somebody wake me up I swear I must be dreaming this cant be happening I feel her screaming in the end**
I woke up hearing the sirens coming closer, and I saw her lying on the seat. I was thrown from the car but for the most ok I still had all the strength and healing powers of a vamp. There was so much blood. Her legs crushed from the impact and her head was bloody from glass from the window. Got to the drivers side and got in and I laid her head on my lap and brushed the hair out of her face. I saw she was still breathing as my tears fell on her face. She opened her eyes and gave me a week smile "hey". She said as she looked up into my eyes. "Buffy it will be all right there coming you will be ok I promise." I said to her but she looked up at me and shook her head "Spike it's to late." She told me " No Buffy no its not." I said as tears were coming even harder now. "God Buffy I can't lose you again not again I lost you twice I cant live without you we can finally really be together I love you I'm nothing without you." "Spike I'm sorry I love you William. With that she breathed her last breath and died right there in my arms. No she can't die not again not like this not in a stupid car accident something that could have easily been avoided this cant happen.
**don't cry tonight (don cry tonight) i know that it will be all right don't cry tonight ( don't cry tonight) your still with me ( your still with me )
I bolt awake trying to breath. Had another dream. I was holding her in my arms and then she looks up at me bloodied and says you let me die. You let me go. I have this dream a lot, but not all are bad some are of better times if we really had a lot we were suppose to make them. I walk to where her grave is. And trace the name. I can't help but get choked up break down and cry. She was everything I held her in my arms and watched her die. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry please forgive me please just give her back." The powers must really love screwing with ole Spike finally give me happiness make me human let me be with Buffy let her love me then they take it away from me. I guess I have to move on. I mean what else is there to do. I don't want Willow bringing her back again no I cant watch her go through what she went through last time, Die....I can't she wouldn't want it. But I'll never be the same. I'm just this shell of who I use to be. She was apart of me and now...now she's gone.
**I cant breath ( i cant breath ) I still feel your arms around me in my dreams ( in my dreams ) still with me......... now I'm older still lonely but your by my side I cant help but get choked up break down and cry held your last breath in my hands but I let it go god forgive me*
**don't cry tonight (don cry tonight) I know that it will be all right don't cry tonight ( don't cry tonight) your still with me ( your still with me )
ok tell me what you think and if I should continue with this story I have some ideas I just need some support from u readers so please r/r
a tissue cause i cried just listening to the song u should really listen to it to get the full effect from the story
disclaimer - i do not own the characters from btvs and i do not own the song heavens coming by Wakefield
well on wit it
the song will be showed by **
heavens coming
I remember the first time I ever laid my eyes on her. She was amazing there was something about her I just could never figure out I taped her studied her and I could never best her she was my equal she was amazing she was the slayer. I loved her with everything I was everything that's left of me I died for her, and what do I have to show from it nothing absolutely nothing, but a memory and its all my fault. It was only a week ago but it seems so long ago since I've seen her face.
**I've never met someone quite like you, sorry for what I've done and put you through we were together that night when it all went wrong heavens coming**
We were driving from the law firm wolfram and hart that angel now runs. I stayed there and tried to help the ponce run things cause god knows he could never do it himself. The world was on the verge of ending.again. Finally with little hope left Buffy and the scoobies came. Me and angel were fighting to get to the sanchu that we really didn't need to fight for it went to who it belonged..me. I got it I don't know why I knew I never really deserved it but I got it. Maybe all along it had somthin to do with Buffy maybe I don't know. I didn't care all I knew I was that she was there with me. The world was saved for now. And that was all that mattered. She moved over and put her hand in mine and I gave her hand a squeeze everything was perfect maybe we could have had a family I could have been a husband..a dad. I could have done a lot then it happened the wheel slipped form my hands I don't know how but it did...
**she moves over and slides her hand in mine the wheel slips as we cross the double lines we were together that night when it all went wrong heavens coming**
They tell me not to cry but how, how can I not. Its all my fault if only........ I have to stop saying that. There is no if only it happened and there's nothing I can do about it.
**don't cry tonight (don cry tonight) I know that it will be all right don't cry tonight ( don't cry tonight) your still with me*
We finally made it to the other side of the road. I saw her next to me. She was fine. And I breathed a sigh of relief. But then I heard her scream it was another car. It was coming toward us fast and I didn't know what to do. I held her and braced my self for it ....... and then it hit ....on her side. My car was pushed further down the side of the road and then it went dark...
**we finally came to a stop on the other side you were still in the car but where was I somebody wake me up I swear I must be dreaming this cant be happening I feel her screaming in the end**
I woke up hearing the sirens coming closer, and I saw her lying on the seat. I was thrown from the car but for the most ok I still had all the strength and healing powers of a vamp. There was so much blood. Her legs crushed from the impact and her head was bloody from glass from the window. Got to the drivers side and got in and I laid her head on my lap and brushed the hair out of her face. I saw she was still breathing as my tears fell on her face. She opened her eyes and gave me a week smile "hey". She said as she looked up into my eyes. "Buffy it will be all right there coming you will be ok I promise." I said to her but she looked up at me and shook her head "Spike it's to late." She told me " No Buffy no its not." I said as tears were coming even harder now. "God Buffy I can't lose you again not again I lost you twice I cant live without you we can finally really be together I love you I'm nothing without you." "Spike I'm sorry I love you William. With that she breathed her last breath and died right there in my arms. No she can't die not again not like this not in a stupid car accident something that could have easily been avoided this cant happen.
**don't cry tonight (don cry tonight) i know that it will be all right don't cry tonight ( don't cry tonight) your still with me ( your still with me )
I bolt awake trying to breath. Had another dream. I was holding her in my arms and then she looks up at me bloodied and says you let me die. You let me go. I have this dream a lot, but not all are bad some are of better times if we really had a lot we were suppose to make them. I walk to where her grave is. And trace the name. I can't help but get choked up break down and cry. She was everything I held her in my arms and watched her die. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry please forgive me please just give her back." The powers must really love screwing with ole Spike finally give me happiness make me human let me be with Buffy let her love me then they take it away from me. I guess I have to move on. I mean what else is there to do. I don't want Willow bringing her back again no I cant watch her go through what she went through last time, Die....I can't she wouldn't want it. But I'll never be the same. I'm just this shell of who I use to be. She was apart of me and now...now she's gone.
**I cant breath ( i cant breath ) I still feel your arms around me in my dreams ( in my dreams ) still with me......... now I'm older still lonely but your by my side I cant help but get choked up break down and cry held your last breath in my hands but I let it go god forgive me*
**don't cry tonight (don cry tonight) I know that it will be all right don't cry tonight ( don't cry tonight) your still with me ( your still with me )
ok tell me what you think and if I should continue with this story I have some ideas I just need some support from u readers so please r/r
