I Do not Own SON

Chapter 1

Have you ever just took a minute, and go over everything you have gone through? I have, I feel like I do it everyday. I was leaning against my belcnoy, watching the sunrise with coffee in my hand. I find my self thinking about my life, trying to figure out how I eneded up where I am today. Sometimes I wonder who is controling my life, and are they having fun toying with it. I take one last breathe, and head inside to my studio. The beach house is quiet, when the keys on the piano get touched the sound goes everywhere. I trace my fingers over them, and take a sip of my coffee. I take a seat, and slowly start playing. As I close my eyes, songs lyrics hit me.

I realized, I belong to you
I feel the darkness, went away from you

Hey, don't stop your lovin', walk out on me
Don't stop for nothin', you're what I bleed
I learned to love you, the way you need
'Cause I know what's pain, this is not the same

I stopped when I heared footsteps in the house, I took another breathe getting up from the piano. I went into the kitchen to find Kyla making herself coffee. I took a seat at the island, sipping on the coffee I already had.

"Morning Ash"

"Morning" I didn't know what to say, it wasn't like I had a lot to talk to her about.

"Its good to hear your back in the studio, I know you..."

"I'm not" I looked up at her as I stopped her, her mouth just made a "Oh" shape.

I wasn't ready to go back into the studio, not just yet anyways. I had just got home, and so far all I wanted to do was stay still. That might sound stupid, but being on tour always had me running around. Kyla had join me for the first part of it, but left to return to Aiden. They were married, and had a son. My nephew Jamie was a great little man, and of course I spoiled him whenever I could.

"I'm going to head into the studio today, I have some new contracts to look over. Did you want to join?"

"No I have to be somewhere" Kyla nodded, she never question my ways anymore.

"Its good to have you home. I missed you sis" I smiled.

"I missed you too"

We finished are coffee, and made plans to have dinner tonight. I wanted to see Aiden, and catch up with my little nephew. Kyla left before me, and after I went into my bedroom to grab my keys. I use to have a couple of cars, but now I just have my one. Aiden tried to buy one off of me, but I ended up just giving him it for his birthday.

I got into my car, putting my Ipod in instead if listening to the radio. As much as I love hearing new artist, a lot of the music was my own being played. I hated hearing my self, I didn't like my new stuff. I lit up a smoke as I rolled down my window, turning onto the highway.


When I got to the building I pulled up to my usual parking spot, away from the main doors. Paparazzi new this building, and they loved to stand outside to wait for me to come out, or someone just as famous. I opened the door to the office building, and the receptionist eyes went wide. I couldn't help but smirk, she always had a crush on me. I went over to her, taking off my sunglasses.

"Is she in today?"

"Yes Mrs Davies, she just got back from a shoot" I nodded and took off towards left hallway. This building was covered in differnt Art work, and different music through the hallways. I ran my hand over the pictures covering the one hall; every single one had her face in it, some even had mine. I reached her office, and took a breath before I knocked on the door.

"Come In" I turned the knob and walked inside, time had stopped in that moment. Blue eyes met brown, heartbeats stopped, and emotions were rising up between us.

"Hey Spencer"


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