AUTHORS NOTE: OK, SO i replaced this and now it is completely safe for ppl to read it, so yea, enjoy!
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR ITS CHARECTERS, THE FAB AND KICK ASS STEPHENIE MEYER DOES.
The side I never knew
Bella's POV
" I want you, I need you. Now." he whispered in my ear. I laided there with Edwards glistening body on top of me. Did he really just give into me? I asked myself. The thought of it sent of wave of joy through me, but it suddenly stopped when I realized something. That I wasn't ready to have do this, especially if it was going to happen here, in our meadow. I was about to say no when Edwards icy,stone lips crashed into mine. It felt like he put every ounce of passion into it that it made me moan with pleasure and lose my train of thought. But it all came back to me when I felt his hands tightening around my arms and a tinge of pain shoot through them. I winced and Edward broke our kiss, leaving his face inches from mine.
" Edward, could you stop? Your hurting me." I said, but he didn't stop. He continued to kiss me, each one more passionate and fiery than the last. I tried to push him off, but it was like pushing a brick wall, completely useless. While trying to figure out a new plan, I could feel my lungs starting to burn for air, but I couldn't get freed. My eyes went wide as I shrieked against his lips and I finally shoved him off of me. Breaking our kiss, he sat up and looked at me.
" what the hell are you doing?" I screamed at him while I sat up too. He didn't respond. Looking straight at him, I was shocked by what I saw. That the man next to me wasn't Edward or, at least, the one I knew. This Edward had ferocious piercing black eyes and wore a mixture of anger and lust on his face. This was the side of Edward that he always warned me about. The side of him that was a monster, that wouldn't take no for an answer.
"Edward?" I questioned feebly, noticing how weak my voice sounded now that I was truly scared. He snarled in return and pushed me onto the earthy ground, landing on top of me again. I started to kick my legs in struggle, resulting with Edward getting irritated and slapping me in the face, which felt like i was slammed against concrete. One of his hands grabbed my bruised, sore arms and pinned them above my head. With the other he forced my head forward to look at him and slammed his lips into mine. I felt brusies around my wrists from where he was holding. I whimpered in pain as my eyes stung from the tears I was trying to hold back, trying to find a reason why Edward would do this to me. He let go of my arms to pull on my hair, which made me let out a blood curdling scream. He lifted his head and growled in anger, about to slap me when I took the moment and kicked him in the face. He leanded back, which freed my other legs and I started to get up and run as fast as I could. I could feel blood starting to drip down my face from my head. I felt a tinge of pain from my chest, but I couldn't stop running. I had to get to the car. Then I was pulled to the ground and I whipped my head around to see Edward had grabed me by my legs. He looked so evil, smiling at me wickedly. I wiggled my legs out of his grasp and was freed once again. I started to run some more, with more pain. I noticed that with the fall I had got more cuts on my arms. Then the ground rushed to my face, and so did darkness.
Edward's POV
I felt at peace for the first time in many weeks, as if I was asleep, although I knew that was impossible since I could never do so. But still, it was like all my worries and problems just went away. Opening my eyes, I noticed I was in my meadow. I looked around taking in the beautiful scenery and thought it would be perfect if I brought Bella here today.
I went around the tree to be stopped with a horrible sight. Lying on the ground, unconscious, was Bella, my angel, covered in bruises the shape of my hands, tear stains on her cheeks, so many scars covered her and the smell of her blood, dried and dead, surrounding her. Walking towards her, a rush of memories came back. Memories of me taking her here and me wanting her so badly, of me hitting and cutting her while she tried to run from , hurting her for my own pleasure while she was in utter pain, dying slowly. I fell on my knees beside her as I dried sobbed and held her in my arms. There was no way she would forgive me for such a terrible thing I did, something that was possibly worse than me leaving her. All I could do was wish I could go back in time and stop this from happening. I leaned down to her ear, not knowing if she could hear me, and whispered between my sobs
" I'm so sorry my love, for putting you in so much pain. I hope you can forgive me for being such a monster."
