Jayfeather's POV

I sighed as I organized the herbs. Same thing day in, day out. I just lost my sister. I don't care if she was a traitor; she was my sister for Starclan's sake! I twitched my ears as I heard paw steps enter my den.

"Err, H-hi Jayfeather… What a-are you doing?" I heard the nervous mew of Ashfang. That was strange, she is NEVER nervous.

"Hi, Ashfang. Nothing much, just organizing some herbs…what's the matter I smell fear on you?" I meowed. I heard Ashfang started to cry a little.

"It's-…I-…I need some death berries!" She cried out. I flinched. Was she going to kill herself like Hollyleaf did!?

"Why? If you are going to try and kill yourself the answer is no!" I hissed.

"No! Of course not…its just…Cinderheart is dieing. And asked for them…. Please Jayfeather, she's suffering! I need them now!" She meowed. I stiffened. I grabbed a little pack of death berries and raced to where I smelled blood in the warrior's den. I could smell probably half the clan in there.

"Out! All of you out!" I snarled and felt them clear out I raced to Cinderheart's side.

"Oh Cinderheart! I'm sorry I couldn't make it in time! This is all my fault I-."

"It's not your fault Jayfea-"

"Shhhh.. Don't waist your energy. Here are the death berries…A-are you sure you want to do this.." I meowed. There was hesitation.

'Yes. Please Jayfeather..Please…." I heard the weak mew. I felt tears come to my eyes.

"All right then. Eat these…" I whispered and put the death berries in her mouth. Cinderheart swallowed. A few moments later I could fell the spasm rushing through Cinderheart's body. Then she was still.

"Goodbye Jayfeather…I-I love you…" Cinderheart whispered and then there was silence. I felt hot tears roll down my cheek.

"I love you too Cinderheart…I always will." I whispered and licked the limp bodies cheek. I didn't know what to feel.

.

I exist now dreaming in reality, shades of deep reds and grays,
Evolving at the speed of light
As my third eye sees all, I bring my fingers to my lips and time stops
I taste you.
I ponder you and wallow in the memory of your scent and way.

How you called me baby
The way you made me laugh
The way you touched my heart and made me
believe

Unable to stop, it seems too wonderful,
but in the end there is not much but pain.
I allow this for some time, then I awake
and know that I am alive and the possibilities are endless.
Wanting you to taste my soul
and undeniably know that I am the one
and we are one to conquer happiness together,
unimaginably, the way you knew that we could
and will if you say one word,

Yes!

Your fear. Your ego. Your pride. They protect and also hurt you,
keeping you from what is rightfully yours,

Love.

If I had your heart again?
Oh, the way I would touch it, nurture it
and protect it
My most sacred gift
God wants what I want,
he trusts me and knows my light is pure as he does you.
Say the word once.

The heavens will open up and the angels will sing in our praise

Because we chose.

Please don't be afraid, I am always here for you.

I Love You.

Oh my god I cried as I wrote this! I still am! BWAHHA! Sniff. Review!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!