I don't really know how this came up but i had a dream about Eclare and i typed this at like 3am then woke up with a burning hot laptop on my lap and this was open soooooo i probably wrote this half asleep- i really don't even remember writing this.
I don't own any characters or references.
Today was the day, he was leaving.
I knew it was coming but i didn't think it would be coming so quickly. I didn't want to get out of bed but i knew i had to- for him.
I put extra effort in my hair and makeup because, besides Skype and facerange, this was the last time till Thanksgiving break we would be seeing each other, hugging each other and kissing each other; plus i was crying all night, scared for this moment and my eyes were red and puffy but i was able to cover it up.
Cece and Bullfrog were everything and understanding that we wanted to spend his last day together. They knew without each other for a long time we will both become lost puppies so we had to make up for the next 3 months in the next 4 hours.
"Clare! Eli's outside." Jake screamed up the stairs and i took a last look in my mirror and left.
Last night was a first for us so i didn't know how to act this morning. Should i be extra clingy or just keep my distance? I wasn't sure. Last night our hips rocked, marks were made and names were moaned; it was all surreal and i loved it. Finally getting to make love to him was the best thing i have ever experienced He knew me and i knew him.
Once i walked out the door i saw his smile from ear to ear. As soon as i got into the car i could tell he was crying but i didn't want to say anything. I couldn't tell if they were happy tears but most likely he had a very intimate conversation with his parents about how he was a man now and they couldn't believe he was leaving.
I leaned over and kissed him, softly and slow. It was like he was a porcelain doll and i didn't want to break him because of how fragile he was at the moment.
"Where to m'ady?"
'Where ever you want to go." I answered honestly and he drove; i knew we were going to go somewhere that meant a lot of us and i knew we were going to cry and i knew we were going to not regret anything because i knew in the end we would still have each other.
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-Leah
