Hey Guys... This is another storyyy... i hope you likee ittt :-D (If you see some mistakess i'm soryyyy)
Loren's Pov:
I plopped down on my bed... I cried in my pillow. Another miscarriage.. But this time i can't tell Eddie about it. He really wants a child. We're dating 3 years . This is the third time i have a miscarriage. The doctor told me today that there is a possibility that i can't have kids. I cried harder at the toughts of me and Eddie having no kids. I don't want this, i want to be happy with Eddie and have his child. My phone went off , i looked at it, and saw that I got text from Eddie . I stood up and and wiped my tears away. I read his message.
Hey Lo, I'm in 5 minutes at home ;-) I hope everything is okay... Love you .
I smiled at his text. He is so sweet. I walked to my mirror and fix my make up. I walked downstairs and sat on the sofa. When I grabbed the remote,Eddie came in...
"Hey Lo" Eddie said with a big smile, "Hey babe" I said and walked up to him and gave him a quick kiss on the lips. "Whats that ?" I aksed curious and looked at the two plastic bags in his hands. "Thats for the baby" He said proudly, I really don't know how i'm gonna keep this a secret about not being pregnant. "Oh but don't you think it's a little bit to soon ? I'm just one month pregnant." I said. Eddie chuckled "I know, but I'm just happy that i'm gonna be a dad, is everything okay ? You look sad. " Eddie said worried. "Yeah , i'm just a little bit tired" I said with a fake smile. Eddie put the bags on the piano and plopped on the sofa. "How was the doctor's appointment today ?" Eddie asked. "Good , the baby is healthy and everything was oké" I said and sat next Eddie. "I wish I could be there, but I had a appointment with Jake." Eddie said and rolled his eyes. "It's oké babe, you can go with me the next time " I said and kissed his cheek. "I know.. When is the next appointment ? " Eddie aksed me. I really don't know so I decided to lie. "Ehm next month" I said quickly. Eddie nodded. I really can't have this conversation with him, it breaks my heart. I hurts so bad that i can't have child with the man i love. "Eddie I think i'm gonna take a nap, i'm really tired" I said and stood up. "Ok babe" He said and turned the tv on. "If your hungry , i made pasta, it's in the fridge" I said, Eddie nodded and I walked to our bedroom upstairs.
-10 minutes later-
Eddie's Pov
I was watching football, Loren is taking a nap. I don't know why but she acted weird today. Maybe it's because the pregnancy. I really can't wait till the baby is born, i don't care if its a boy or a girl. I just want a healthy baby. I love Loren very much. We're not married... yet. I just need to find a perfect moment. I turned the tv off and walked upstairs to our bedroom. When i opened the door I saw Loren in bed crying. I slowly walked to our bed and sat down on the edge. "Lo babe whats wrong ?" I whispered and wiped her tears away with my hand. She looked at me, "Nothing" She whispered with a sad smile. I knew that there is something wrong, but she is not telling me. "Lo , I know there is something wrong, just tell me, i'm here for you" I said and stroked her cheek with my thumb. "I know Eddie, but i can't tell you, not yet" Loren whispered and looked in my eyes. I understood that she is not ready to tell me. "Ok babe" I said and kissed her softly.
I know , I know it's short, but I promise you , that the next chapter will be long :-D Tell me if you like it. And if you see some mistakes , i'm sorry , i'm gonna fix it later, i need to study now. I have alot of homework. ( I hate itt !)
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