Hey, Crippled Angel here, yeah new name, new fic. Well one shot really. Last night when I was thinking when I was typing another chapter for 'Crawling' and I thought "why don't I write something in Yazoo's POV, what would have been going thru his mind during his torture at the hands of the TURKS?" and I came up with this. Hope you enjoy!
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I deserve this, every blow, every cut, every slice of pain that racks my body. Isn't it just like what I did to them? When I look up into the dark eyes of the black haired TURK, before he delivers another harsh blow to my face, I can see the pain and anger in the dark pools. I've always been good at reading people, too me it's just like how you normal people read a picture book. I can hear my neck crack as it snaps back but I feel no pain.
ANOTHER BLOW
I deserve this, maybe they'll kill me, I don't want to live anyway, why should I? Everything I've ever cared about is gone. My little brother Kadaj, my older brother Loz, even MOTHER, gone, right before my eyes, gone in a blast of white light and searing heat.
ANOTHER BLOW
I deserve this, everything I've ever done in my life has caused pain to others, the scientists, doctors, civilians, even my brothers have witnessed my cruelty at one point. I was made for this cruelty; it was channelled into me from the day of my awakening. I know it's not an excuse but I'll tell you it is a reason.
ANOTHER BLOW
I deserve this; I'm just a clone, a copy, a fake, not even a real person. A copy of a man hated and despised by all. When I see people watching me as I walk past I can see and sense the disgust on their faces and the anger in their voices, because when they see me, I remind them of HIM.
ANOTHER BLOW
Maybe they'll kill me after they have sought their revenge, it doesn't matter for I would have deserved it.
I don't deserve their forgiveness for the pain I've inflicted on them.
I DESERVE THIS
Well? What did you think?
I wrote it to go with my fic 'Crawling' but I suppose it can also stand alone.
Please R&R
