Summary: Suzaku has been in an on-going abusive relationship with Lelouch. It's not that Lelouch want to hurt Suzaku…he just can't help himself. (not the best summary, but it's a short story, so I best not give to much away…)

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Smack

Hands balled into fists…teeth gnashed, jaw clenched, body taught.

Whack

Lelouch's fist cut through the air and connected with the side of Suzaku's face. Suzaku flew backward, somersaulting across the floor.

"Why Lelouch?" Suzaku screamed as he jumped off the floor and hurled himself towards Lelouch.

Suzaku rammed into Lelouch's chest, knocking the other boy to the floor. They rolled over each other, fist connecting with skin again and again.

Eventually, Lelouch came out on top, his hands holding Suzaku to the floor by his wrists.

"Why…?" Suzaku repeated, his voice lowering to a whisper.

Slowly, the heard light faded from Lelouch's eyes. He looked own at Suzaku; he took in all of the small boy's cut's and bruises.

Lelouch reeled backwards, hitting a wall and sliding down to the floor.

"Suzaku…I…"

Lelouch stopped.

He tried again, and again, and again. But he couldn't find an answer. He couldn't figure out why he hit Suzaku. He couldn't fathom a reason for all of the pain he caused the one he loved.

Suzaku picked himself up off the floor and, walking quietly over to Lelouch, kissed him on the forehead. "It's okay Lelouch. It's okay…" Suzaku whispered.

But it wasn't okay. Not to Lelouch.

Lelouch got up and headed outside.

"You know…if you use the Geass for too long, it can make you crazy." C.C.'s voice, inside Lelouch's head.

"Damn!" Lelouch swore. He had taken her words so carelessly. Now he understood. He could never e with Suzaku. He would only ever cause him pain.

Lelouch looked down at the water beneath him.

And smiled.

In case you guys didn't really get it, Lelouch drowned himself. Or maybe he didn't…I don't really know. I kind of wanted him to, because he has nothing left to live for (because the Geass has driven him crazy which prevents him from being with Suzaku.) But I didn't want it to be super…obvious…and…you know…detailed. Anywhooos, I sincerely hope you enjoyed my story! Please review!

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