Warning- This story is rated Mature for specific reasons. If you are uncomfortable with: Sex, extreme amounts of profanities, self-harm, abuse and excessive amounts of alcohol use than you should not read this story. I advise any young readers not to read this story because of how mature the subject matters can be. But you are free to make up your own minds.

P.S.- Edward (and some other characters) are going to seem like total douches in this story and you will most likely end up hating them, but it won't stay that way forever. You'll just have to be patient and read through the story. I promise it'll get better.


Preface

I did not regret jumping off this cliff. I knew it was bound to happen at sometime but the events leading up to this were unpredictable. The water consumed my lungs and numbed my body to its core. I could feel myself being pulled by the current but I didn't care. It was finally my time to go. I could have fought my way to the surface.

But the truth was, I didn't want to.

I felt surprisingly calm and collected as the light shined down on me. It was becoming harder and harder to stay conscious. I decided that the best thing was to just let go.

I thought of all the good memories I had with my parents and now I could be with them up in heaven. I had nothing left on this earth to live for.

I welcomed the darkness with open arms and soon I was unconscious.

My body became heavier and heavier and I just let myself,

Sink…