Love is Insanity (SzayelXChristina Fanfic)
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Introduction
There were so many things that made me mad. And this is one of them. I have a boyfriend who is very sadistic. He thinks of himself as "a perfect being." He laughs very insanely and he drives me insane. He also gets mad just for one simple thing.
There was this one time when he was fighting a quincy and a shinigami. The shinigami used "zambimaru" over and over. For some reason, my boyfriend thinks he can have fun battling people and playing tricks on them. He is one mad genius.
I really hate it when he gets really worries me to death. Sometimes I just want to break down and cry. Really, I do. I couldn't ignore the fact that...I could not resist him. He is very irresistable and I can't stop thinking about him. All I wanted to do was cry because I miss him and I don't wanna lose him.
I'm too scared to cry in front of him. All I ever do is think about him. Ever since I met him two months ago, all I did was blush either at sight of him or when people mention his name.
I hate it when people insult him for who he is or what he looks like. Every time I see him, I begin to shiver, feeling nervous. I just feel that...I'm...falling for him...over and over. But when he gets really angry, it makes me feel upset and it makes me want to cry. All I wanted was to make him happy. His insanity makes me want to crawl into a corner. I cannot stay away from him...
He...is...perfect.
My dark brown eyes began to fill with watery tears. I hated the fact that being away from him drives me insane. I am nothing without him. I cry so much because of him. Seeing him act this way makes me upset. If only he'll listen to me. If only I could look into his deep amber eyes more often.
And...
If only I could tell him...how I feel.
