A/N: Finally the first chapter of this story has finally finish~! *Squeeaaleee* (Actually I've already finish chapter 2 since the chapter 2 is one of the most difficult chap. to write OTL) I have to say, I'd really love this pairing more and more. It doesn't matter whether it's in dark/abusive relationship or cute/fluff relationship. I used to ship this because of abusive relationship. Yes, yes, I have a terrible kink, thank you very much. But hey, after reading a few fics in pixiv, they are a few writers write them in fluff way rather than dark. So, it's fine to see them in fluff... right?

Anyway, if you're still against or dislike this pairing however, then I suggest you to remain quiet and press 'back' only.

A short warning that the first chapter is contained non-con. Mob x Saitou.

Also, compare to the Behind on that Mask fic, this pairing is not a dark!KazaSai fic. Instead, a few fluff with lots of smutty between Kazama and Saitou. I don't know.. when I think about these two, I just can't write fluff and all. ..I must've repeated the same words from my previous fics. Oh, and maybe a few harem moments with Hijikata and Souji. However, if any of you are OkiSai hardcore fans, I suggest you... don't read this since pretty sure I write some bash OkiSai or something *getting back-stab from Souji's sword* Anyway, once again, if you're curious of this pairing/fic, do enjoy.

Warnings: AU, OOC-ness, grammar error, yaoi, non-con

Disclaimer: Don't own Hakuouki nor the characters.


This is an AU fic where the event of the Shinsengumi meeting the Yukimura girl were never happen,

instead it merely focus between Saitou and Kazama relationship-ish


Chapter 1

Today's night would be the 3rd Division to take care of the night of Kyoto. Saitou Hajime has been given a new mission from the Vice-Commander. Rumors had been spreading all over men, women, including ronins that the abandon house next to the sweet shop has been haunted. However, according from Yamazaki, the abandon house has been actually a secret hideout for several members of Satsuma-han attended a meeting, and by meaning several, which means, their meeting may possibly doesn't have any related on whatever they're scheming of to their enemies, including the Shinsengumi.

This bothered Hijikata greatly however, in which, he decided to entrust this mission to Saitou, who's been a very loyal to him since the first time he came to dojo; following his order without any complain, and believing that Saitou might be able to finish this mission for a short time only.

When dusk has falling, the full moon begun to raise above the beautiful, starry night sky. Sadly the indigo-haired man had no time to watch a millions stars as he had to focus on his mission rather than wasting his time. Saitou and his men were starting to investigate the abandon house where several members of Satsuma-han attended a-so-called-useless meeting. There isn't anything good they found except a few empty bottles of sakes, the smell of this room were quite disgusted, giving Saitou pinched his nose as tight as he could, as he feeling himself to vomit, it was much more disgusted than the smell of blood from dead corpses.

"Saitou-kumicho, it looked like there's nothing in this house." One of a member 3rd Division said in disappointingly as if they were investigating around here over nothing. But his sad expression soon disappeared and turned into determination; "Should we take a leave before they arrived here? We might be able to find a good information if we're eavesdropping their meeting."

With that, Saitou gripped his chin with his callous fingers, taking a little deep thought and thought of his men's suggestion with a little hesitation.

His suggestion was a pretty good one, Saitou thought. Once several men of Satsuma-han attended the meeting then, they might be able found a good information from whatever they had planned or schemed of, especially finding Kodou's whereabouts very easily at this rate. This would take some time for them to return back to the headquarter, however..

With that, Saitou returned back to reality, cold, ocean-blue orbs laid into his men and replied:

"Alright, we should wait for either of them come near to this abandon house then."

"Yes, sir!"

Once the 3rd Division of the Shinsengumi left from the abandon house, they began hiding somewhere place safely where none of a member of Satsuma-han could felt their presence, all men including Saitou took a gazed upon on the abandon house focusly, care less the screaming of innocent people and the insanity laughter of Rasetsus. Their mission right now is to focus on taking an eavesdropping from several members of Satsuma-han once they started their meeting, arrest them then once Saitou manages to find any good information from them then.

After for like hours for them then, Saitou and his men found a very strange dark figure goes to the abandon house, taking a glanced around it as if he/she didn't want to let people at the night of the Kyoto found his/her presence.

"Saitou-kumichou!"

"I know."

Saitou spoke with his usual monotone voiced, tried not to make any movement as he and his men watched the dark figure standing, taking a glanced around him/herself for million now, and went its eyes were laid on Saitou, the suspicious shadow turned on his heel to run, taking a guess that he/she'd found their presence already.

"Let's go!"

Saitou demanded, standing up from his place then, chasing after the dark figure at the back alley of the abandon house. The indigo-haired man couldn't see a strange shadow very well, knowing that they're in the dark town where there's no light that could shone on them. Not even the moonlight could helped them, but the looks of it, the shadow figures looked slightly masculine, two swords were on his hip, taking a guess that it's a man, rather than woman.

The moment Saitou followed where a suspicious ran off to, his eyes soon widen in shocked, stopped in a mid-walking, leaving his men stopped walking as well, looking at his captain in perplexed before they realized whatever that made his captain shocked greatly.

"It's a dead end."

One of a member of the 3rd Division men said in disbelieved.

It's not quite dead end actually. The wall in front of Saitou and his men were very tall and thick, it was very impossible for anyone manage to jump on that wall with a split second. However, there's a big chance that they managed to pass this wall like a ninja. Or it may possible the shadow figure hiding around here.

Shaking his head to get those nonsense idea out of his head, Saitou faced to his soldiers and spoke with his usual monotone voiced of his:

"We should take a day off for today. We can continue on investigating this tomorrow night. Report to Fukuchou everything we've got."

"Sir!" The members of the 3rd Division of the Shinsengumi said in unison, turned on their heels to leave the place, readying to return back to the Shinsengumi headquarter then.

As everyone left, Saitou still stood there, taking another deep thought at how the suspicious ronin is.

Shaking his head slightly, returned to reality back as he turned on his heel as well, following along with his men to return back to the headquarter, reporting to Hijikata of whatever he and his men managed to find in the abandon house so far.

Letting his guard down, Saitou could felt strong arm entrapped his waist tightly, giving Saitou eyes shot open, searching whoever holds him. Before he could speak or giving an attention to his men, a strange liquid that drenched on cloth then hit on Saitou's tongue, giving the stoic ronin's mind felt numb and dizzy before his world engulf in a pit of darkness then.


When Saitou finally returned his conscious, his eyelids began to flutter like a butterfly and started to take a glanced around him and the room. Recognizing a familiar room, Saitou realized he was in an isolate room in the abandon house where he and his men were investigating. Soon, his eyes widen in horror upon of meeting several men surrounded him in a circle. His head felt a little dizzy at first, tried to remember everything he knew before he loses his conscious but soon his memory returned everything. His eyes laid on them who were grinning and smiling in disgusted, as if they're scheming something.

For a moment then, Saitou found a familiar clothes and light-blue haori at the corner of the room, realizing that all Saitou wears nothing except a white fundoshi, giving him shivered at the cold wind that breezed on his naked skin. Wrists bind on a very strong tight rope at his back, finding himself difficult to escape from them no matter how much struggle he tried.

As soon as Saitou took a very closely on the men surrounded him, he recognized their clothes greatly. He have seen them for several times in day as a member of the Shinsengumi; there's no doubt that those men were the members from the Satsuma-han.

So what Yamazaki told him just now was true after all, several members of Satsuma-han really attending on meeting at the abandon house after all.

"You bastards..!" Saitou cursed them. "Just what do you think you're doing?!"

All Saitou received was nothing except a very disgusted grinning, giggling and laughter from them, knowing what's gonna happened to him then.

"For a Shinsengumi, ya sure have some guts to find our secret base."

The Satsuma-han man1 said, giving another wickedly laughed on his lips.

Saitou didn't spoke anymore, giving a cold glared on his enemies.

"Oh? What'cha lookin at like that?"

The member of Satsuma-han2 growled like a beast, slapping Saitou's cheek harder until it turned red and bruise.

"…Ummpgh!"

The indigo-haired man groaned with endured in pain, despite there was a red mark on his cheek, he'd still continuedly looked at them in despise, gripping his fists until ball despite his wrists were binding it tightly

If the only he had been very careful this wouldn't have had happened already... right?

"For a member of the Shinsengumi," the Satsuma-han man3 said, moved his hand to caress Saitou's naked body, giving Saitou quietly whimpered in disgusted. "ya sure has a nice and amazing body for man."

They chuckled then, he(3)continuedly, touching Saitou's body all over the place, neck, shoulders, stomach, then moving to his hips, to Saitou's private spot.

Saitou finds himself shaking in disgusted this time, feeling himself to vomit at the unwelcoming touches from the members of the Satsuma-han.

"Oh? You're enjoying it, I see. Don't worry. I'll make you feel great."

With that, Saitou's eyes shot opened the moment the member of the Satsuma-han3 pulled out his fundoshi, giving the several members of the Satsuma-han see the indigo-haired man's private spot very clearly.

"What are you—?! S-stop!" Saitou pleading, but once again, he received another laughter and grinning from them instead.

One of member of Satsuma-han4 cut Saitou's bind on his wrists, holding his muscular arms so that he wouldn't get away with it, while the other man2 opened Saitou's hips widely, giving them a great view of Saitou's erection.

Saitou felt himself feeling humiliated as tears about to form on his eyes already. He never thought for his entire lifetime, he would ended in this way.

No- He shouldn't. He shouldn't have shows his weak side in front of the enemy of Shinsengumi.

Not even Hijikata-

"Try to loosen up and I'll make you feel good." The Satsuma-han man3 said, licking his 3 fingers and make sure his fingers are well-coated with his saliva.

When he's got enough, he began to encircle Saitou's tight, pucker hole slowly before he thrusted deeper into the indigo-haired man's inside, giving Saitou whined then.

"Ahhh yes… feeling good don't ya think?" he3 chuckled widely, continued digging his finger deep into Saitou's inside, bringing the indigo-haired man making weird and disgusted voice on his lips, shutting his eyes tighter as he would rather wouldn't want to see whoever touching him without permission.

Some men were laughing and chuckling in amusingly, hot breathed suddenly hit on Saitou's ear, giving him chilling down on spine, shivered in disgusted and feared at the strange sensation from his own enemies' dirty hands.

"Ne, Hajime," the Satsuma-han man4 called the indigo and playfully one, in which Saitou opened his eyelids with a little hesitation, eyes gazed into him4, looked at him in confused as the Satsuma-han man4 suddenly untied his obi, showing his pre-cum erection, knowing what he wanted the indigo-haired man have to do. "Open your mouth wide and make sure you drink every last drop."

Without thinking no more, Saitou followed his enemy's demanded, opened his mouth wider, his big and hot shaft then thrusted deep into his cavern, sucking it, bobbing his head up and down as the Satsuma-han man4 replied with an erotic moaned.

"Ooooh fuuck… didn't know you're good at it."

While Saitou was too distracting sucking his enemy4's erection, he hasn't realized until now that a few men joined as well. One of them were playfully teasing the indigo's sensitive nipple, rubbing it, licking it, and sucking it until it turned red and bruise. While the other man2 biting Saitou's earlobe in teasingly. And the last man1 grabbed Saitou's erection, pumping it in swiftly until Saitou released it on his hand.

When the Satsuma-han man4 reached its climax, he released his seed deep into Saitou's throat, giving the indigo-haired man swallowed it in forced without failed to spit it them all out.

As Saitou tried to catch some breathed, his mind turned into numb as he suddenly received deep kiss on Satsuma-han man4's lips. Tongues dancing together on their cavern, Saitou could felt himself to vomit already as he could taste sake in his4 cavern, mixing along with his4 saliva and semen as well.

For goodness sake, how long this is going to happen.

For like forever then, as Saitou continuedly forced himself to kiss deeper with him4, Saitou gave a sharp gasped when the Satsuma-han man3 had finally found the indigo's prostate, grinned very widely, adding his second finger and poked it on his prostate over and over, then adding another finger, repeat it the same thing.

Each thrusting Saitou could felt deep inside of him made his mind drivin' him crazy already. It felt strange and odd somehow, but he doesn't feel any pleasure or comfortable at all! It was more like disgusted and dirty. To think, he let these horrible men doing whatever they want to him.

Upon of reaching its climax after several thrusted the Satsuma-han man3 had done, Saitou gave a wanton moaned on his lips, he came once more, white liquid stained on his naked body.

Grinning and chuckling were everywhere, Saitou arched his head back as three men gladly cleaned up all the white liquid that covered his body. Finally, tears began to stream down on his cheeks like a waterfall filled with ashamed and humiliated.

When the Satsuma-han men had finally let go of him, Saitou laid on the cold tatami there, letting himself to catch his breathe very easily despite the smell in this room were pretty disgusted and made himself felt to vomit already.

For a short time then, one of Satsuma-han man then lifted Saitou's ass up, taking a good view on his pucker, swollen hole, grabbing his manhood then, he poked it on Saitou's hole, giving the indigo-haired man flinched in feared, soon screamed out in agony pain at the very powerful thrusted deep into Saitou's inside.

"Ahh yeah… so hot and so tight in there~"

"U-Ummgh…" Saitou replied with a groaned, biting his lower lip as he tried to endures the pain of thrusted deep inside of him for several times. But no matter how much he endures it, strange sounds uncontrollably came out from his lips.

While one of Satsuma-han man thrusted deep inside the indigo over and over again, one of them2 lifted Saitou's face up, taking a good look at the erotic expression on the stoic, licking his lips in seductively before he plunged his lips on Saitou's, making sure he could taste every single of this man.

"F-Fuck… I'm cumming" the Satsuma-han man said, releasing his seed deep inside Saitou. The indigo-haired man moaned inside his kisses as new tears began to fall once more.

When the Satsuma-han man's erection finally took out from Saitou's inside, their lips finally parted away, giving a soft sigh of secretly relief as everything over.

…Or so he thought.

Before he let himself laid on the tatami, Saitou took a short break until the Satsuma-han man1 gripped Saitou's broad shoulder, pulling him on his1 broad chest before he opened Saitou's swollen hole widely, giving two rooms for the new men on the next round.

"We're not done yet, Hajime"

At that, 2 erections thrusted into Saitou's hole deeper at the same time, bringing Saitou's eyes widen opened like a saucer

No... No..! Please don't-

His voice then echoed around the room as something inside him ripping him apart greatly with 2 manhood thrusted him in a tight hole at the same time.

For several thrusting, several shoting their seeds deep inside of him over and over, as well as for the several next round then, Saitou was too exhausted to scream, and too exhausted feeling their uninvited touches, his world finally engulf in a darkness, bringing him lose unconscious then.


When things had settle down, Saitou laid his naked, and filthy body with mens' seeds and sake on the tatami. He was too exhausted to move as he listened their disgusted laughter and grin while they killing some times with sake. God, when will he ever falls into unconscious now…!

It wasn't last very long that their laughter and joy atmosphere soon disappeared and changed into screaming and turned into chaos.

What happened…?

More screams coming as the sounds of wet and sliced were form into the isolate room, bringing the room painted with a dark and red liquid. The sounds between swords between swords continuedly in violently like a soulless butcher.

When everything's finally remained quiet, the indigo found several men of Satsuma-han were falling on the tatami with headless and some of it had been stabbed right into the heart.

How did—

Footsteps coming closer to the indigo-haired man. The only thing Saitou able to see before he finally able to fall into an unconscious is a sharp tip of sword with a fresh blood trickle down on the tatami.

Ahh…

So that's how it is.

Before he gladly engulfed himself to the Death's embrace, his thought was thinking of nothing except a gorgeous Vice-Commander with a very gentle smile and eyes.

My deepest apologize for failing you…

—Fukuchou


A/N: Special thank you for taking some time to read this story. Compare to Behind on that Mask, this KazaSai fic has possibly a good storyline. It's another inspired of one of japanese fanwriter that I enjoy read and keep me shipping them more and deeper. However, I make this story a little longer with harem moments. I used to thought Saitou has a thing for Hijikata more than Hijikata has a thing for him ever since Chizuru's there. Of course, like I wrote in the beginning of the story, the Shinsengumi didn't met Chizuru and vice versa. So there's a higher chance for Saitou to woo Hijikata by now xDD