Okay guys here's my second attempt at the sequel to vow of silence, I know at lot of you didn't like the first attempt because I had split the girls up but this one they are together and facing a whole different challenge and I hope you like this. As always read review and enjoy.
Rachel had just finished her late show for a Sunday and as she opened her front door and walked into the dark house, it was the first time Quinn hadn't waited up for and she was worried but as she walked in to her home that she shared with her wife Quinn, but as she walked towards the stairs she heard a sound coming from the living room and she walked towards the sound and switched on the light and found her wife curled up against the wall in the corner with her head buried in her knees.
Rachel ran up to her wife and dropped down to her wife and took her into her arms and held her tightly as Quinn's sobs had morphed into slight whimpers Quinn raised her head and Rachel saw Quinn's face for the first time that night and it took all her power not to break into her own sobs at the sight of her wife's face which was tomato red with red puffy eyes and her nose was also red from her crying her eyes out.
"Baby what's wrong?" Rachel asked her wife.
"Rachel I'm scared. What if something happens to her like it did with Sam." She said wiping away the few stray tears on her sleeve that had just fallen from the few words that she had spoken.
"Hey look at me." Rachel said lifting Quinn's chin with her fore finger and thumb so that Quinn was looking at her.
"Baby nothing is going to happen to you or our little baby girl, do you understand me?" she asked as she held Quinn's gave to convince the blonde, who just weakly nodded. Rachel then stood up and held out her hand for her pregnant wife to take and led her upstairs to their bed room.
Once the two women were changed and ready for bed they got in and Quinn's tears began to flow down her cheeks again and Rachel sat on the bed and pulled Quinn down so that the woman was laying her head on her lap.
"Baby, close your eyes." Rachel said and Quinn looked at the diva as if she had lost her head but still did what was asked of her.
"Now relax." She said running her finger through the blonde locks while her other hand was rubbing Quinn's arm and the blonde relaxed at Rachel's touch.
"Now I want you to imagine you sitting on that god awful chair of yours smiling down at the beautiful baby girl you are holding in your arms, do you see it?" Rachel asked and Quinn nodded yes and the diva smiled down at a happy looking Quinn.
"What do you see?"Rachel asked.
"What you just said but your sitting on the arm of the chair with us, one of your arms are around me and with your other arm your poking her on the nose and she's laughing at us, she looks just like you Rachel, your big brown eyes and a smile that lights up the room with chocolate colour hair tan skin with the most adorable nose in the world she's absolutely prefect just like her mamma." Quinn said and tears had started to form in Rachel's eyes at Quinn's description of their baby girl.
Rachel had always imagined their baby girl as the splitting image of Quinn she had never thought that maybe the baby would look like her even though they used Rachel's eggs to fertilize the baby the women were told that there would be a chance that the baby could be Quinn's it just made her overjoyed with happiness that Quinn thought that their baby girl would look like her instead of Quinn.
"Rachel this isn't just a dream is it? it's really going to happen isn't it were going to have a healthy baby girl and be happy right?" she asked thinking about how Carly and Max had thought something similar to this but their dream was crushed with Sam's death.
"Of course it is." Rachel answered, even though she didn't know what he future held for them she prayed every waking moment that their baby girl was going to be healthy and safe but she knew that Quinn had her doubts because the blonde had her crazy superstitions.
She had over ten large pillows at the bottom of the stairs just in case she fell the blow to her stomach wouldn't be fatal and there was the fact that every time she walked up the stairs she would have a death grip on both the stair case railing so she couldn't fall not to mention all sharp and pointy edges and corners were wrapped in bubble wrap, and then there was the spills, if Rachel every spilt anything on the floor Quinn would yell at her to clean it up before she tripped and hurt herself and the baby.
"Rach we will be a family right?" Quinn said pulling Rachel back from her thoughts.
"Yes Quinn we will but you have to stop worrying so much because that's also not very good for the baby." Rachel said knowing that Quinn probably wouldn't stop worrying now or when the baby was born and truth be told that thought scared Rachel the most because if Quinn as crazy careful now what was she going to be like when their baby girl was born.
So was this better than painful memories let me know. As for those of you that wanted to know what happened in painful memories between Quinn and Rachel keep a lookout because I will post a flashback chapter to let you know it will probably be sometime next week.
