An. I'm really sorry, we have a lot of these, but I want to do a story like this soooo SUCK IT!
Yeah whatever bite me... Edward! Hahahahaah I wish!
MINE IS DIFFERENT!
I can't say how, but it is! So just pay attention, and why are you reading this when you
could be reading my story?! Huh?
Edward's POV
I never wanted to come to this place. There was a concert, and there were going to be a bunch of different bands, and one of them, was sure to play a song that would remind me of HER. We were in the second row, and three people sat in front of me. In the middle was a beautiful girl with long black hair flowing down her back interspersed with deep red highlights, and on her right, was a girl with short black hair, almost like Alice's, but with thin streaks of a deep blue. On the left, was a man with brown hair, lightly tinged with a red.
I leaned back in my seat, Alice knew this was torture for me. Why would she do this? It had been five years since I had left Bella -wince- and when I had gone back, about a 1 1/2 after I had left, Charlie had told me that Bella had gotten in a plane crash, while flying to Denali, Alaska. I tried not to think about how that was where we had been at the time, but it kept showing up. If I had just decided earlier, then Bella wouldn't have died.
I sighed, and waited for the first band to start playing. I could tell by the music, and for some reason the black long-haired girl's reaction. She had jerked forward slightly, wrapping her arm tightly around her chest. Something I had done millions of times in the past 5 years. "It's okay Rose. Just stay calm." The black short-haired girl said. Let the torture begin.
Accidentally In Love by Counting Crows
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love x7
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally x2
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
I tried to think of other things. I focused my attention on the girl in front of me. I heard the girl with short black hair whisper "Lizzie.Elizabeth Rose Masen! (I know that's from another of my stories. NOTE- She is not his sister!) Please Lizzie. Just try to be happy, it was 5 years ago. Please. At least learn to live with it." I saw a sparkle of silver. "Ness! Vanessa, I was in love. You think I can learn to live with that?" The man was about to say something. "And don't you dare say that she's right, Aidan. Because she isn't." I heard the pain in Elizabeth's voice, and it rivaled my own. She sounded like something similiar had happened to her, but I could never know.
Alice nudged me, and pointed to the stage. I sighed and looked directly at the stage, as the next band walked up.
The Reason by Hoobastank
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is You x4
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found out a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
That was horrible. It described how I felt, and I couldn't stand it. I stayed quiet. The next songs played.
Hate Me by Blue October
(If you're sleeping are you dreaming
If your dreaming are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe you actually picked me.)
("Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it's 2:33 on Monday afternoon.
I was just calling to see how you ware doing.
You sounded really uptight last night.
It made me a little nervous, and a l... and... well...
It made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too.
I just wanted to make sure you were really OK,
And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication.
You know I love you, and...
Take care honey
I know you're under a lot of pressure.
See ya. Bye bye")
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space
Chorus
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Chorus
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
And with a sad hard heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
Chorus
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
For you
For you
For you
Children voices:
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming,
If you're dreaming are you dreaming of me.
I can't believe you actually picked me
Girl: Hey Justin! x12
Going Under by Evanescence
Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.
(going under)
Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm...
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)
I won't be broken again (again)
I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under (going under)
I'm going under (drowning in you)
I'm going under
My Immortal by Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
Chorus:
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
Chorus
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
Chorus
Bliss by Hinder
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
I'll go ahead and pour myself a drink
I really couldn't care less what you think
Well I don't have to listen now
Live this day down
If I can't feel a thing
You might as well save your goodbyes
We can give this train wreck one last ride
I'm gonna have to listen now
Live this day down
If I don't make things right
I'll tell you one last time
I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't wanna know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
So save your goodbye kiss
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
I woke up with my heartbeat in my head
I reached for the bottle by the bed
I saw your side was not slept in
Cold sheets again
Remind me of what you said
We need to take a break for a while
It's been so long since I smiled
I don't wanna listen now
Live this day down
With you so drunk and high
So I'll say goodbye
I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't wanna know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over
I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't wanna know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
Now I know I can't stay sober
Cause you left me here like this
I don't wanna know
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
So save your goodbye kiss
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over
If it's over
I don't wanna know
If it's over
If it's over
I don't wanna know
Don't Tell Me by Avril Lavigne
You held my hand and walked me home, I know
Why you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go oh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I, not, tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away
Chorus:
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Don't try to tell me what to say,
You're better off that way
Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head, get off of my bed, yeah, that's what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who throws it all away
Chorus
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Don't try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way
This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away
Chorus
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Don't try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way
(Better off that way)
I'm better off alone anyway
Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne
You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say (Nothin' you can say)
Nothing you can do (Nothin' you can do)
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, Yeah yeah
Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Hear me when I say
When I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah..
La da da da, la da da da da
La da da da da da da da da
Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh
Keep holdin' on
Ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh
Keep holdin' on
There's nothing you could say
Nohing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Tourniquet by Evanescence
I tried to kill my pain
But only brought more
(So much more)
I lay dying and I'm pouring
Crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying
Bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation!
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation!
Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
Will you forget me?
I'm dying, praying
Bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation!
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation!
(Return to me salvation...)
(I want to die! )
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation!
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation!
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance.
Will I be denied?
Christ, tourniquet, my suicide.
(Return to my salvation...)
Call Me When You're Sober by Evanescence
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Should i let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And i'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.
So Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.
How could i have burned paradise?
How could i - you were never mine.
So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.
Sweet Sacrifice by Evanescence
It's true
We're all a little insane
But it's so clear
Now that i'm unchained
Fear is only in our minds
Taking over all the time
Fear is only in our mind
But it's taking over all the time
You poor sweet innocent thing
Dry your eyes and testify
You know you live to break me
Don't deny sweet sacrifice
One day
I'm gonna forget your name
And one sweet day
You're gonna drown in my lost pain
Fear is only in our minds
Taking over all the time
Fear is only in our minds
But it's taking over all the time
You poor sweet innocent thing
Dry your eyes and testify
And oh you love to hate me
Don't you honey i'm your sacrifice
I dream in darkenss i sleep to die
Erase the silence erase my life
Our burning ashes blacken the day
A world of nothingness blow me away
Do you wonder why you hate?
Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?
You poor sweet innocent thing
Dry your eyes and testify
You know you live to break me
Don't deny sweet sacrifice
I couldn't believe it. I think this might have been Alice's doing. She had been mad at me, for the past five years, for leaving Bella, but there was nothing I could do know. A tall man with long brown hair walked onto the stage. "Okay! Last we have a new aspiring artist up, and then there is the conclusion, of New Moon. The restless, heartache. Then tomorrow, will be Twilight, famous love songs! And then you all know what the last day is!" Everyone screamed "Eclipse, making up, and lovin life!" I groaned. Alice had stopped blocking her mind, and I could see that even if I didn't want to, which I didn't, then she would drag us to this place these next days. "So let me introduce ROSE!" The man yelled. Everyone screamed, and the girl in front of me, Rose stood up, and walked onto the stage. She took a deep breath, and turned to face the audience. I gasped. She had topaz eyes, obviously vampire, and other than that, and her beautiful black and red hair, she looked exactly like her. Exactly like my Bella. But she couldn't be. I knew that. She wasn't Bella, and she just happened to look like her. I crushed the hopes, as easily as they had emerged. She was my Bella. She was a Rose. And she definately wasn't mine. She began to sing.
I'll Keep You're Memory Vague by Finger Eleven
This won't break your heart
But I just think it could
Cause I haven't tried as hard as I should
To separate you from everything I do
But I would never want to come between us two
I'll keep your memory vague
So you won't feel bad about me
I'll say the things that you said
Sometimes so it reminds me
Now I'm thinking back
To what I said before
I hope your heart won't have to hurt anymore
Cause it's really not that sad from here
Because the moments I can feel you near
They keep you close to me my dear
And if they ever become too clear...
Now you've gone away
Don't worry it's ok
That you're gone away
Further than yesterday
But you'll never leave these scenes
My mind replays
Where in the world have you gone now?
I Hate Myself For Losing You by Kelly Clarkson
I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And, oh
I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that i'll pull through
I wish you knew, I wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
No, no
I hate myself for losing you
(I'm seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything you said
Was the reason why he left you, in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you
Who Knew by Pink
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me
You'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right
Chorus:1
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
'Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when
We were such fools
And so convinced
And just too cool
Oh no,
No no.
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything
Chorus:2
When someone said count your blessings now
'fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
Chorus:3
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My Darling
Who Knew
Who knew
Long Way To Happy by Pink
One night to you
Lasted six weeks for me
Just a bitter little pill now
Just to try to go to sleep
No more waking up to innocence
Say hello to hesitance
To everyone I meet
Thanks to you years ago
I guess I'll never know
What love means to me but oh
I'll keep on rolling down this road
But I've got a bad, bad feeling
It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause it's gonna be a long long way to happy
Left my childhood behind
In a roll away bed
Everything was so damn simple
Now I'm losing my head(losing my head)
Trying to cover up the damage
And pad out all the bruises
Too young to know I had it
So it didn't hurt to lose it (didn't hurt to lose it)
Didn't hurt to lose it (didm't hurt to lose it)
No but oh
I'll keep on rolling down this road
But I've got a bad, bad feeling
It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause it's gonna be a long long way
Now I'm numb as hell and I can't feel a thing
But don't worry about regret or guilt cause I never knew your name
I just want to thank you
Thank you
From the bottem of my heart
For all the sleepless nights
And for tearing me apart yeah yeah
It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause it's gonna be a long long way
It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long, long, long, long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause it's gonna be a long long way to happy
I drew in a deep breath. She wasn't Bella, but she sounded like she had gone through a lot of pain. Clearly enough to rival what, even I felt. She wasn't yet done, with the torture.
When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne
Intro - Insturmetal (16 seconds)
Verse 1
I always needed time on my own,
I never thought I'd, need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone,
And the bed where you lied,
Is made up on your side.
Refrain
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
Chorus
When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you!
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too!
When you're gone,
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day...
And make it OK...
I miss you.
Verse 2
I've never felt this way before,
Everything that I do,
Reminds me of you.
And the clothes you left,
They lie on the floor,
And they smell just like you,
I love the things that you do!
Refrain
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
Chorus
When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you!
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too!
And when you're gone,
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day...
And make it OK...
I miss you.
Middle-eight
We were made for each other,
Out here forever,
I know we were,
Yeah Yeah!
All I ever wanted was for you to know,
Everything I do I give my heart and soul,
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me...
Yeah!
Chorus
When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you!
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too!
When you're gone,
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day...
And make it OK...
I miss you!
Insturmental - 15 seconds
My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne
Oh, Oh
So Much for my happy ending
Oh, Oh
So Much for my happy ending
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh...
Lets talk this over, it's not like were dead
Was it something I did? Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging, in a city so dead
Held up so high, on such unbreakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought that we could be
Chorus:
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh
So Much for my happy ending
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
You've got your dumb friends, I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult, but so are they
But they don't know me, do they even know you?
All the things you had for me, all the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought that we could be
Chorus:
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there,
Thanks for actin' like you cared
And makin' me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watchin' as I fall
And lettin' me know we were done
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Chorus:
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
So Much for my happy ending
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
So Much for my happy ending
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now the pain in my chest was unbearable, and I gasped for unneeded breath. This concert was getting worst, and worst. But it was out of control now. I had to hear the girl's voice again. She needed to sing. I craved it. No matter how much torture it was, I had to hear it again.
I lay back on my bed, and then I got an idea. Jasper was out hunting, and he had the best computer in the house. What if I looked this girl up? I snuck into Jasper's study, and typed in 'Rose A. Masen' Three matches came up; Rose Alice Masen, Rose Alexa Masen, and Rose Alicia Masen. I sighed, and hit on the one with 'Alicia'. A picture came up. She had long blonde hair that went to her knees, and blue eyes. Definately not her. Next, I clicked on the one with 'Alice'. A picture came up. It was her. Underneath it, was a paragraph.
19 year old Rose Alice Masen, lives with her 22 year old brother Aidan Masen, and his new 21 year old wife, Vanessa Masen. This young aspiring singer, has been singing for 3 years, and has secrets hidden in her past. Rose enjoys singing, and dancing, and she can play the guitar and the piano. She loves classical music, and her fovorite color is deep midnight blue. She is 5'8", and she goes to college in Oregon. She loves the rain, and when it is cold outside, and she loves outdoor activities. Otherwise, she is very unknown, and her and her family, naturally sink into the shadows.
For her information, click on the above link.
Her information? Like her phone number and address and everything? Could they seriously put that on the internet? Well this was a private site. Most people didn't have access to it. So I clicked on the link.
Her home phone number is : 555-7269
Her cell phone number is: 555-7793
For secret assumptions, click here.
I had to admit, I was curious. I clicked on the link. A newspaper article came up for Seattle, Washington. A large color picture of Bella came up, and the bottom of the picture was dated. December 17, 2008. It was after I left. She was smiling, but it was light, superficial. She was paler, and had shadows under her eyes. Her brown hair hung around her shoulders, and her beautiful brown eyes were...lifeless. It was the article, about her death. The newspaper was dated for January 23, 2008, and the story was mostly about Bella. Very few others had died in the crash. including the man Bella had been sitting next to, but of the few that died, even fewer bodies had been found, and the ones that were, had burned beyond recognition. Below that, Someone had taken the picture of Bella, and slowly made a few changes, changing it easily into the picture of Rose. I couldn't have been right.
That was final. It was impossible for Rose to be Bella, but there was only one way to find out for sure. After all her name was Rose Alice Masen Could it be possible? I had no clue. I turned off the computer, and darted into my bedroom, just as Jasper opened the front door. I dropped onto my couch, and gently pressed in the numbers 555-7793 into my cell phone. The phone rang, and then stopped. A low voice whispered "Hello?"
AN. Is that a cliff hanger? If so I'm sorry, but I'm not going to do anything about it right now. If you find good pictures for Rose, Aidan, or Nessa, and you mail them to for me? Thanks! Hope you like it so far. I bet you can never ever in a million years guess what I am going to do. Hmm, who is Lizzie? How was Vanessa talking to Lizzie? Are Rose, and Lizzie the same person? Is Rose, Bella? Is Lizzie, Bella? Who answered the phone? When will Edward see Bella again? Is Bella really a singer, and a vampire now? Will Bella easily except Edward back? Hmmm curious! Hahahahahaha I know that I am evil, and I enjoy it too much.
ATTENTION!!IF three people guess one of these questions, or others right, I will tell the third person who said it the truth to one other question. So guess. What could it hurt? READ THIS PART! READ IT!!
Buh-bye now! - Brittany
