Fact: I own none of the characters used in the story that are borrowed from BSG 2003. The characters belong to the creators of that wonderful world (worlds) and hope they don't mind me abusing them to write few stories that have no other ambitions but to entertain some of the fans of the previously mentioned Battlestar Galactica 2003
The deed was done. Yes it felt wrong, yes it felt like tearing yourself from within, and yes it felt like loosing not piece but all your soul and the empty vacant spot hurts like nothing before. But she convinced herself it had to be done though it felt like a million other thing that she should not have made before.
The moment she so the mark she left on his body she new she had to save him from her, to cure him from the insanity of loving someone so broken and twisted. So she got up and run to find Sam, never turning back, not even glimpsing at his beautiful serene sleeping form, for she new it will stop her in her tracks.
"It is the only way", she kept telling herself.
It became a mantra as she moved in the direction of the settlement. And as she found her unsuspecting so called boyfriend laying where she left him, she pretended that she was here, right there beside him all along.
She woke him up with a kiss so intense so that she could convince not only him but her that this it is exactly the right thing to do, and looked in to his eyes and said "Let's get married".
Ohhh, she was so convincing, telling thousands of little lies and few big ones that no one should suspect. So she was not at all surprised when he said "Yes, let's get married." grinning like a fool.
And she felt guilty and thorn looking in to those eyes that melted in to the eyes of the man she left sleeping at the sand dunes. Something inside her was twisting and tearing but, hey, it was only her heart, the traitor that had made a pact with Hades himself to make her weak whenever she was in the vicinity of her late fiancés brother.
So, she new it had to be done as soon as possible, before the other he wakes up and stop her, before she changed her mind and decided that her own soul was worth saving also from the eternal damnation that will no doubt follow. For to marry someone under false pretences was, is, a sin. But was not even bigger sin to kill someone, and her love was like a curse for everyone she loved was dammed.
So she run, found the priest, took him to the river and said the vows convincing everybody that this was her happiest day.
And so now when the deed was done and she looked in to these eyes that said "Betrayal" when looking at her, which said "Hate you" wile consuming her, she wanted nothing more but to take it all back. To turn back time wake up again on the sand, wake him with a searing kiss and convince him that she was telling the truth when yelling words of love for everyone to hear.
