Well, this is my first fan fic. I did my best. I find it pretty bring so
far, but I hope I can make it more exciting. I really NEED reviews, so
please do tell me what you think. And don't be scared of hurting my
feelings *sob*. Anyway, whatever I'm suppose to say, lets just pretend I
said it. I down own any of the Buffy characters. Joss Whedon does, god
bless him. Oh, and if anyone knows how I can space my story out more, do
tell. Thanks! And I really hope you enjoy!
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It was raining. The rain was coming down hard and fast, and Buffy was blinded by it. She couldn't see anything in front of her. Then she heard a voice. "Buffy!" a familiar voice shouted, "Buffy, where are you?" "Spike?" cried out Buffy, "Is that really you?" Buffy started running to the direction where she had heard the voice. "Where are you Buffy?" said Spike again, but this time the voice was softer and farther away. Buffy spun in a circle, confused. She tried to find where the voice was coming from, but it was useless. "Spike! Spike!" she shouted, but there was no response. Buffy woke up with a clang suddenly, startled. She looked down at the ground from her bed and saw her clock, which had fallen and woken her up. She picked it up slowly and put it back in the nightstand. Buffy stared at the clock for a few moments in silence. It had been almost a month since Spike died and Sunnydale destroyed. She pulled the comforter up to her neck as she listened to the rain banging on the roof outside. "Spike. I wish you hadn't left me," she thought to herself. Buffy tried not to think about Spike much. She tried to distract herself by paying extra attention to the others. Having the slayerettes around was a nice distraction as well, but she could never escape from thinking of Spike, not that she really wanted to. Buffy pressed her face on the side of the pillow and turned toward the window as she tried to go back to sleep. She then began crying, but tried to be quite, as to not wake the others. She cried slowly with quite sobs. "Why? Why can't you be here now?" She looked at the rain outside. "It's not fair". Sleep took over her surprisingly quickly and Buffy soon fell asleep, tears still wet on her face.
"Good morning Buffy!" said Willow cheerfully the next morning. "I made pancakes! See?" She showed Buffy the pan with little smiley face pancakes on it. Buffy smiled weakly. "Looks good. Where's the rest of the gang?" "Well, we decided since it was such a rainy day, the girls should get a treat and go see a movie. Xander, Giles, and Dawn went with them," answered Willow as she poured Mrs. Buttersworth syrup onto a plate of pancakes. "Why didn't you go?" asked Buffy. Willow handed her the plate. "I didn't want to leave you here all lonesomey" said Willow. "Feel like renting a movie or playin' a board game or something?" "No, but thanks anyway Willow. I think I'm going to go for a walk". Willow looked outside and then back at Buffy. "Buffy, you do realize it's raining out, don't you". Buffy looked out the window "Oh, right, I forgot. I think I'll go to the gym then". "Okedokey" said Willow, trying to stay cheerful. "I'll catch up with ya later then Buffy". Buffy nodded, put on her jacket, and walked out the door into the cold, pouring rain. Willow look out after her. "Buffy, I really hope you're ok" she said aloud to herself before turning back to the kitchen and throwing away the uneaten smiley pancakes.
Pieces of ruble fall around Buffy and Spike as they stand in the Hellmouth cavern. "Go on then" Spike orders. "No, no, you've done enough. You could still-" Buffy looked at Spike pleadingly. "No, you've beaten them back. It's time for me to do the cleanup," Spike said. Faith is calling down at Buffy to come as the walls begin to collapse around then. Spike looks at Buffy. "Gotta movie lamb, I think it's fair to say school's out for bloody summer". "Spike!" cried Buffy, worried. "I mean it!" Spike said, "I gotta do this". He holds out his hand to stop her. Buffy laves her fingers with Spike's and they burst into flames together. Buffy looks into his eyes. "I love you" Buffy said softly. Spike looks at her. "No you don't, but thanks for saying it". The scene stops and rewinds. "I love you" Buffy said softly. Spike looks at her. "No you don't, but thanks for saying it". It stops and rewinds back slightly. "No you don't, but thanks for saying it". The words echo over and over again. Buffy woke up in tears. She was covered in sweat. She got up and walked into the bathroom. She turned on the water and tossed some on her face. She looked into the mirror. "You were wrong Spike," she whispered. "I did love you. I didn't know it then. But I know now. I've loved you for quite sometime. But I didn't see it." She struggles to hold back her tears. "You were wrong!" she cried out as she sobbed the painful words. "You were wrong and now you're gone!" "I need you Spike," she sobbed painfully; "I don't like being here without you".
"But they need you" a small voice said in her head. "They need you, you can't leave them all, not now, not again". "I don't care what they need!" said another voice as it rang through Buffy's mind. "I want Spike!" "But you love tour friends too Buffy," said the other voice. "You can't leave them". "But what about Spike!" screamed Buffy, no longer in her head, but out loud. "He can't be gone! He just can't be!" Buffy collapsed onto the ground and continued to sob. The voices left her alone, and she fell asleep, there on the bathroom floor.
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It was raining. The rain was coming down hard and fast, and Buffy was blinded by it. She couldn't see anything in front of her. Then she heard a voice. "Buffy!" a familiar voice shouted, "Buffy, where are you?" "Spike?" cried out Buffy, "Is that really you?" Buffy started running to the direction where she had heard the voice. "Where are you Buffy?" said Spike again, but this time the voice was softer and farther away. Buffy spun in a circle, confused. She tried to find where the voice was coming from, but it was useless. "Spike! Spike!" she shouted, but there was no response. Buffy woke up with a clang suddenly, startled. She looked down at the ground from her bed and saw her clock, which had fallen and woken her up. She picked it up slowly and put it back in the nightstand. Buffy stared at the clock for a few moments in silence. It had been almost a month since Spike died and Sunnydale destroyed. She pulled the comforter up to her neck as she listened to the rain banging on the roof outside. "Spike. I wish you hadn't left me," she thought to herself. Buffy tried not to think about Spike much. She tried to distract herself by paying extra attention to the others. Having the slayerettes around was a nice distraction as well, but she could never escape from thinking of Spike, not that she really wanted to. Buffy pressed her face on the side of the pillow and turned toward the window as she tried to go back to sleep. She then began crying, but tried to be quite, as to not wake the others. She cried slowly with quite sobs. "Why? Why can't you be here now?" She looked at the rain outside. "It's not fair". Sleep took over her surprisingly quickly and Buffy soon fell asleep, tears still wet on her face.
"Good morning Buffy!" said Willow cheerfully the next morning. "I made pancakes! See?" She showed Buffy the pan with little smiley face pancakes on it. Buffy smiled weakly. "Looks good. Where's the rest of the gang?" "Well, we decided since it was such a rainy day, the girls should get a treat and go see a movie. Xander, Giles, and Dawn went with them," answered Willow as she poured Mrs. Buttersworth syrup onto a plate of pancakes. "Why didn't you go?" asked Buffy. Willow handed her the plate. "I didn't want to leave you here all lonesomey" said Willow. "Feel like renting a movie or playin' a board game or something?" "No, but thanks anyway Willow. I think I'm going to go for a walk". Willow looked outside and then back at Buffy. "Buffy, you do realize it's raining out, don't you". Buffy looked out the window "Oh, right, I forgot. I think I'll go to the gym then". "Okedokey" said Willow, trying to stay cheerful. "I'll catch up with ya later then Buffy". Buffy nodded, put on her jacket, and walked out the door into the cold, pouring rain. Willow look out after her. "Buffy, I really hope you're ok" she said aloud to herself before turning back to the kitchen and throwing away the uneaten smiley pancakes.
Pieces of ruble fall around Buffy and Spike as they stand in the Hellmouth cavern. "Go on then" Spike orders. "No, no, you've done enough. You could still-" Buffy looked at Spike pleadingly. "No, you've beaten them back. It's time for me to do the cleanup," Spike said. Faith is calling down at Buffy to come as the walls begin to collapse around then. Spike looks at Buffy. "Gotta movie lamb, I think it's fair to say school's out for bloody summer". "Spike!" cried Buffy, worried. "I mean it!" Spike said, "I gotta do this". He holds out his hand to stop her. Buffy laves her fingers with Spike's and they burst into flames together. Buffy looks into his eyes. "I love you" Buffy said softly. Spike looks at her. "No you don't, but thanks for saying it". The scene stops and rewinds. "I love you" Buffy said softly. Spike looks at her. "No you don't, but thanks for saying it". It stops and rewinds back slightly. "No you don't, but thanks for saying it". The words echo over and over again. Buffy woke up in tears. She was covered in sweat. She got up and walked into the bathroom. She turned on the water and tossed some on her face. She looked into the mirror. "You were wrong Spike," she whispered. "I did love you. I didn't know it then. But I know now. I've loved you for quite sometime. But I didn't see it." She struggles to hold back her tears. "You were wrong!" she cried out as she sobbed the painful words. "You were wrong and now you're gone!" "I need you Spike," she sobbed painfully; "I don't like being here without you".
"But they need you" a small voice said in her head. "They need you, you can't leave them all, not now, not again". "I don't care what they need!" said another voice as it rang through Buffy's mind. "I want Spike!" "But you love tour friends too Buffy," said the other voice. "You can't leave them". "But what about Spike!" screamed Buffy, no longer in her head, but out loud. "He can't be gone! He just can't be!" Buffy collapsed onto the ground and continued to sob. The voices left her alone, and she fell asleep, there on the bathroom floor.
