When I Get There

okay this is my first fan fic so please read and review your reviews will help me with my next one which i already have an idea for thanks

Hermonie is tired of waiting on Ron. She decides to leave so she can get away and start over

The characters are j.k. Rowlings the song is dreams I just got the chance to pull them together

It was bright, sunny day. The war was over, Voldemort was dead they all survived. Everyone was happy. Fred, George, Ginny, Harry, and Ron were all outside playing Quidditch laughing and joking. Hermonie watched them through Ginny's open window. She knew she should be happy but she just wasn't. She had been happy at first just like everyone else. After all, the war was over, Harry was safe, and now, maybe with everything safe again her and Ron could finally be together.

Your still trying to capture the moment
I'm living in it
Your still tryin to pry your heart open
The sky's been my limit
I've been wondering if you are ever going
To meet me half way
Someday will you ever make me happy babe

So she had waited for him to come for her. He knew she liked him. She knew he knew. She also knew that he liked her but couldn't bring himself to admit it. She had waited for months for him to come, but he never did. She had finally decided she was tired of waiting. So she had tried to be just his friend again but it hurt too much. She was now planning to leave.

When I get there I'm finely free and when I get there I'm home

When I get there I'll turn the key and when I get there I'll know
I don't know where I'm going but I'm going and I'll know it when I get there
Cant wait another minute cause your heart just isn't in it and its not fair
When I get there I'm finely free and when I get there I'm home
when I get there I'll turn the key and when I get there I'll know

She had to get away from all of them, they held to many memories, memories that hurt too much. She didn't really have any idea where she was going to go. She just wanted to get away, to start over. She hadn't told anyone she wasn't planning to. Her plan was to leave in the middle of the night. She was also planning to leave notes for everyone explaining why she was gone.

I see myself in a cathedral all dressed in white
Guess someone was willing and waiting to be there by my side
I don't know where I'll find him but I'm sure enough going to find him somewhere out there
I know he's going to make me happy babe

She sat on her bed in Ginny's room. She pictured the happiness she wanted to find. She wanted to find the right guy. The guy that she would love and he would love her. There was no chance of finding that here though.

When I get there I'm finely free and when I get there I'm home
When I get there ill turn the key and when I get there I'll know
I don't know where I'm going but I'm going and I'll know it when I get there
Can't wait another minute cause your heart just isn't in it and it's not fair
I don't know how I'll make it so I guess I'm going to fake it until I'm somewhere
I don't know where I'm going but I'm going and I'll know it when I get there

Her thoughts turned to the journey that was ahead of her. It scared her to death, but staying here with him scared her so much more. All she had to do was find the place where she belonged, where she was happy. She reached under her pillow, where she had her stack of notes for the other people in the house. She read back over them carefully making sure they said everything she wanted to them to say. The one to Mrs. and Mr. Weasley was mostly so they wouldn't panic. Basically it said thank you so much for being so kind to me over the years, for welcoming me into your home. It asked them to please not panic, that this was something she simply had to do. The letter to Ginny thanked her repeatedly for being such an amazing friend. She told Ginny how much she would miss her and that she only wished she had got to see how happy Harry and here would end up together. The one to Fred and George was simple and to the point. She thanked them being nice and hilarious always. She assured them that she would frequently visit their joke shop and always be one of their biggest fans. The letter to Harry was longer. It said everything. How much she'd miss him. The he was and always would be like a brother to her. She thanked him for saving her life, as he had several times. She said the same thing to him as she had to Ginny about them being together. The letter to Ron was the longest and she read over it several times making sure it was perfect.

Dear Ron,

First and foremost I want you to know that I love you, I always have and part of me always will. Second don't blame yourself for any of this. I do love you and I believe you love me but I can't wait for you anymore. I can't be near you or anyone that brings memories of you either. That hurts too much. So I've decided I need to leave I need to start over and I can't do that here. I will miss you and Harry so much, you two are the best friends anyone could ever ask for. Your family is the greatest and I hope they all get what they want out of life. I hope you do to Ron. I hope you have a good life; in fact I know you'll have a good life. You'll find someone who you love and who loves you. I'm not exactly sure where I'll go and even if I did I wouldn't tell you. I'm not sure what else to say except for again that I love you. Don't ever forget me. I won't forget you

Always Loving

Hermonie

Satisfied with what she had written she put the notes back under her pillow. Now she was going to go outside and have fun with her friends, after all it was her last day with them. She stopped at this thought and a tear slid down her cheek. She forced these thoughts away, made herself smile and ran downstairs and outside. She had a wonderful day. She laughed and joked and smiled with all her friends. She helped Mrs. Weasley with so me things in the kitchen. She even worked with the twins on perfecting the spell on a new joke shop item. At dinner everyone was happy and it was just like any other day. After dinner Hermonie ran upstairs grabbed one of her thicker books and stuffed the notes inside the front cover. She took a long, steady, deep breath and skipped downstairs. She went and sat on a chair in the living room and pretended to read. From her seat she could keep an eye on the other inhabitants until they all went off to bed. This reminded her of how her Harry and Ron used to wait till the common room was clear so they could sneak out. Memories of their school adventures made her eyes once again well up with tears. She forced the tears back and watched as Fred and George finally climbed the stairs. She sat there for another couple hours till she was sure everyone was actually asleep. She picked up the letters and tiptoes upstairs. She went to Ginny's room first; luckily the door was open already. She walked in as quietly as she could manage. She whispered a spell, which magically sent her trunk downstairs. She turned to where Ginny was sleeping peacefully. She smiled sadly, placed the note on the bedside table and quickly walked out. She went to Ron and Harry's room next. Silent tears began to stream down her face when she looked at them. She went to Harry first. She gave him a protective sisterly kiss on his forehead directly on his scar. Then she went to Ron. She watched him for a few moments then bent and kissed him on the cheek. She tried to channel all her love and pain into that one simple kiss. Tears streamed more heavily down her face now. They continued and fell onto Ron's face. He twitched slightly in his sleep. She straightened back up lay down both their notes on the table. Slowly she backed out of the room and finally tore her eyes from their sleeping bodies. She turned and quietly walked into Fred and George's room. She simply smiled at them lay their note down and walked out. She went to Mrs. and Mr. Weasley's room last. She sat their note down and whispered, " Thank You" and walked out. She went down to where her trunk was waiting by the front door. She glanced up at the Weasley's very magic clock that said where family members were. Mrs. Weasley had recently had Harry and Hermonie added to the clock, declaring that they were family too. All the Weasley's and Harry were on home, but to Hermonie's shock she saw that her hand was in between lost and traveling. She sighed a little and looked down at her own muggle watch, which said it was exactly 1:30 in the morning. She made her trunk magically float beside her and picked up Crookshanks pet carrier. She had slipped a sleeping draught into his food so he wouldn't wake the house with his panicked mews. She opened the door slipped out and gently pulled the door closed behind her. She sighed again and began to walk the down the driveway toward the road. She didn't apparate. She didn't want to she felt like walking for a while. Besides she wasn't even sure where she'd apparate. She stopped and turned around and stared at the Burrow. She gave one last involuntary sigh the she turned and didn't look back.

I don't know where I'm going but I'm going and I'll know it when I get there

ok again please read and review this is not the end of this story i've already started a second chapter