-The original design of this was much more intricate and design oriented with spaces and tabs, but, unfortunately, FanFiction removes all of tabs and extra spaces… =n=
-Warning, this is a rather… odd story. It has sentimental value to me :U
-I do not own Hetalia
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Calm, calm, calm; Breathing-
One hundred, two hundred, three hundred, four. Leaving, left, gone,
Must lock the door, lock it, lock it, lock it… Taking steps
1
2
3
4
Power, power
5- Lost my count, must start again- 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20.
Conquer, conquer, conquer…
Power, power, power- defeat is not an option, no, no, no, not an option- power. Power.
P-o-w-e-r. Calming, calming, silent breathing.
100 200 300 400 500 600 800- no, no, no, not right.
Walking walking walking
Step
Conquest
Step
Conquest
Step
Power.
P
O
W
E
R
Power- happy, calming, powerpowerpower.
More power, more powerful, married- no.
Conquest,
Conquer,
Annihilate,
Power.
Walking, walking, walking;
Step
Cold
Step
Freezing
Step
Frozen.
Walk-walk-walk
Must count my steps
Step
One.
Step
Two
Step
Three
Step
Four-
Lost my count must start once more.
Step
-Four
Step
-Three
Step
-Two
Step
-One
Step
0
Zero. Zero, zero, zero… Zero, zero, zero- Nothing. No power- no, no, no.
Look both ways, left, right, left, right… -right.
Open door… Slowly, slowly, slow.
Step inside; warm, warm, warm, warm, warm.
Look both ways-
Left, right, left, right… RIGHT.
Person spotted must move, move move,
In my way must
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\move
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\move
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\move
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\move
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\move
…..Turn around up the stairs must count my step, step, steps-
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10
11
12
13
14
15-
Forgot step.
1
Step
2
Step
3
Step
4
Step
5
Step
Reached the door.
Must not knock, always
Welcomed.
Welcome.
Welcome.
Not.
Not power.
No power.
Not mine…
Not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, NOT MINE.
Must be mine, mine, MINE.
Power, power, mine, mine
My power.
Power minus me = no, no, no.
Me plus power = yes, yes, yes.
Enter room, enter… enter… enter.
People staring, staring, staring, staring.
Stare
…...Stare
Stare
One
…...Two
Three.
Three is an odd number, odd number, odd number, good.
Odd people, staring, staring, staring.
Idiot.
Idiotic.
Idiots.
Weak, weak, oh how so very, very, weak, weak, weak.
Pathetic, fools, weaklings- have no power.
But I- I have power,
Power, power.
Glorious, glorious, power. They have none, nothing, zero-
Zero… Odd? Even? …bad.
Idiots, idiots, idiots,
Still
Staring
Staring
Staring
Staring
…Even number must add one more- staring.
Destroy them all,
Must conquer, conquer, crush.
Lavish their existence, no, no, no.
One, two, three, four,
Four more steps on to the door…
No, no, no, must not. Must not leave.
Staring, staring, staring, stare…
Sitting in my rightful chair.
Glance Left, glance Right- Right.
Watching, watching, watching-
Watching my neighbor.
Weak, pathetic, whelp.
Want.
Want.
Want.
…power.
Conquer,
Conquer and divide…
Oppritunity costs,
Cost.
Cost.
Cost.
Rage\
Anger\
Festers\
Anger and rage|
Festers/
Anger/
Rage/
Still watching, watching, watching.
Long blonde hair,
Short.
Green eyes.
Weak,
Pathetic,
Someone I could crush…
Want to control him, yes, yes, yes…
Control, control, control,
One, two, three.
Control
Control
Control
Control
Control
Control
Control
Control-
He turns and looks, looks, looks.
He smiles and says something.
I silently think,
One day he will be mine, mine, mine.
Crushed, crushed, crushed…
Control.
Control.
Control.
Breathe, breathe…
Smile, nod, and say,
"Nice to meet you,"
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A/N: (still trying to figure out spacing) This is actually a really personal story for me… I have a friend who had OCD, and I was talking to her about it… That's what inspired me to write this. I remember her always telling me about how she would always count, for everything she did. She also had an obsession with odd numbers. Again, I'm not saying Russia has OCD… Just getting into the mindset of what really DOES go on in his mind…
Extra brownie points for whoever knows who just so happened to be sitting next to him during this… xD
-I do not own Hetalia
-R&R's appreciated C:
-I'm really not that much of a Hetalia fan, but I thought this idea would only match for Hetalia... xD
