It had been so long since everything had changed. I've always been good at running away but that didn't mean that the past never showed. I'm always wary of people and suspicious, and although I've tried to move on, I always wait for one man, well, one alien guy with a raging god complex. I gave up hope a while ago but I still dream about him, even though it's stupid. Before, when I was on identity numero uno a.k.a Darcy Lewis, I worked for Jane Foster and Erik Selvig and met Thor and stuff, yada yada. They were like a family to me. Then he came alone: Loki. The jealous adopted younger brother. I remember the first time we met.

I had had to go to his cell and spend a few hours baby sitting him for S.H.I.E.L.D. He was the epitome of tall, dark and handsome. Every word that came out of his mouth oozed cynicism and was dripping in sarcasm. It was like we were soul mates. The first thing i did to him was pour my coffee on him-he had tried to enslave the human race after all- and then tased him. Agent Coulson, who had led me into the cell, stood back and watched in mild amusement. He stayed there until Loki woke up.

"I like her." Loki grinned. "She's a feisty little mortal."
"And you're a batshit crazy alien with a God complex the size of Jotunheim and Asgard combined."

"Strong words coming from such a small, weak mortal woman."

"This 'weak mortal woman' just tased your ass. You aren't the first 'god' I've tased either. I tased your brother before too."

"You tased Thor?" He smirked, suddenly very much interested.

"Oh yeah, twice. Knocked him out cold." I put my hand on my hips smugly. He chuckled and motioned for me to sit with him and we talked on and on. We bonded and I ended up visiting him every day. Then one day when I went to visit, he was blue. He turned back to his normal self quickly but I asked him to change back. He told me about how it was his Jotun form, that it was disgusting. I told him it was beautiful and cool. He got really mad.

"BEAUTIFUL? This form, this curse, it holds no beauty. The only 'cool' thing about this form is the coldness of the race. You ignorant mewling quim. I am what Asgardian children grew up being told about so that they cowered in fear. I am a lie. I am a monster." he spat angrily and sent out a magical forced so strong that it sent me flying off my feet. He scowled, then looked guilty.

"I may just be a naive mortal to you, but maybe that's why I can look at you as a blue skinned red-eyed giant and say that it is truly stunning. I didn't grow up with the space stories you did. To me, you are incredible. Did it ever occur to you that my ignorance may just end up being the cause of bliss?" I muttered angrily from the ground and rubbed my sore arm. He came over to me full of remorse for hurting me and pulled me up and held me close.

"Darcy, I-"

That was all he had a chance to say to me. S.H.E.I.L.D. agents burst into the room and pulled us apart. They shackled him up and they pulled me away and brought me to agent Coulson. Coulson apologized about the dangerous outburst that Loki had had against me. They had been watching and figured that he would so something soon, and they had prepared for it. By request of Nick Fury, I was to change my name, and move away. I had to disappear. They claimed it was for my own safety but it was a lie. I had gotten too close to Loki, I made him happy and we cared about each other dearly. It made him seem more human, and it scared them. I moved away, changed my name to Molly Holmes and lived in Iowa for about three months before I got sick of S.H.E.I.L.D. keeping tabs on me and changed it all again. This time I was Kat Denning from Pennsylvania, an actress. They found me pretty quick so I tried again as a diversion then finally landed myself in Brooklyn, New York as a waitress in an apartment that I shouldn't be in with a new name. I still wish he would come back.

"Max, hello, Max? Can you get table five for me? I've got my hands full with a couple of hipsters. Oh, also, table three needs more coffee."

"Yeah, well, I need 200 grand and a bag of hash but that's not going to happen any time soon." I told Caroline sarcastically as I grabbed the pot of coffee and started over to table 5, notepad in hand.

"Hello, welcome to the Williamsburg Diner, a.k.a. hell on Earth. My name is Max because I don't want to go back to prison, may I take your order?"
"I think I liked it better when you went by Darcy Lewis." said a smooth masculine voice with a hint of a posh accent. I looked up from my notepad at him for the first time and my eyes widened and my heart skipped a beat. I went with my first instinct and dumped the pot of coffee over his head.

"Is this some kind of a mortal greeting or is it just something you do."

"Why the hell are you here?" I seethed.
"My dear Darcy you sound so happy to see me." he said sarcastically and snapped his fingers and was instantly clean.

"I don't know what you're talking about. My name is Max Black and I'm a waitress from Brooklyn, my mom was a drunk, I don;t know my dad and I have no past or future, Now give me your order or get out."

"I want what I came here for."

"What's that?"

"You."

"Loki this is not the time or place. I am working. I have a new life now, I've had several actually. Ones with lots of other men and you weren't there for me for any of them."

"I was locked in a jail cell Darcy. By the time they let me out you didn't even exist. I found an obituary and I mourned for you, then I found you became an actress, then you disappeared again. I searched so long for you."

"Not. Now." I stormed away fighting back tears. I refilled the coffee pot and got table three sorted and ignored him. When i went back into the kitchen, Caroline dragged me into the freezer.

"Max what was that back there? You dumped a pot of coffee on the hot British guy and started fighting like you know each other. Who is he?"

"He is not important. What is important is for me to get table 8 their order now."

"Woah woah woah, obviously something is wrong. You actually want to be helpful."

"He's just someone from my past." I took the orders and collected my tips and continued working quietly until 2 am.

hoping that he'd go away. He stayed until closing time. Caroline motioned for me to talk to him.

"Hey, you should probably go home, where are you staying?" I asked.
"After I finally found you I just sort of came here. I don;t have sleeping arrangements yet." I sighed. I knew I was angry, but I still cared about him and didn't want him to be on his own in the city.

"Yeah you do. You can stay at my place with me and Caroline over there."