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! - March 13th 2009 - The first "I love you"
Dear Diary,
Today has been pretty spectacular. I really should be in bed since it's almost midnight but i made a promise to write everyday and i don't want Gnomes to start stealing my stuff again so i have to keep my promises.
Today in Glee club, Santana, Quinn and I were talking about our new Cheerios routine. Coach wants us all to line up together like were spooning standing up before we start our cheer. She said it will give us sex appeal which makes sense to me. Quinn thought it was a silly idea, but i told her when I spoon Santana at night it makes me feel my sex appeal, so Coach must have a point. Santana didn't look to happy when i said that, she tried to change the subject and started talking about Puck wanting to get under her skirt.
I don't understand why it's a big deal for people to know about us, it wasn't like we were forking or anything. We pinky swore not to tell people about that. I just don't like the idea of someone else spooning her other than me, maybe if i bribe Coach with gummy bears she'll let me do it. I also don't know why she tells everyone she sleeps with Puck. I mean, i know she say's its complicated and people wouldn't understand our relationship but i totally do.. and if i can, i'm sure others could too. One day i'll get her to understand.
So anyways, after practice Santana came over and we started watching One Tree Hill and she fell asleep on me. I love when she does that because i get to see her without her mask on. She doesn't really wear a mask but the person she is at school and the person she is with me at home are different so i call it a mask. I tried to wake her up because she was snoring so loud i couldn't hear the tv but then when i nudged her she just cuddled herself into me. I didn't have the heart to move her so i just sat there with her for a few hours.
She has a 11pm curfew on school nights so eventually i had to wake her up.. and guess what? That was the best part of today! Wanna know why? I told her she needed to get up to be home on time and she held on tighter as she kissed me and told me she didn't wanna go because she wanted to sleep in the arms of her love. I swear i could feel all the happiness bubble up inside of me like a can of coke. I thought bubbles were gonna come out of my ears! I really wanted her to stay but i knew she'd be in trouble so i made her get up and go home anyway.
I got a little worried after she left because i thought maybe she was dreaming when she said she loved me so i sent her a text just to be sure.
I said "Do you remember what you said before you left?"
She said "I love you Baby, g'nite ;)"
She loves me. Santana Lopez, loves me :)
- xx Brittany S Pierce xx
