Yes, I'm ashamed. I'm sorry I never update the other two stories I've started. Especially 'Already Gone' It's a pointless start since Seth isn't part of the story yet :\
But I sadly have a lack of beta-readers, I seriously need one at the moment though! If you're intersted, shoot me a message saying so, I'll be glad to accept the offer. It must be terribly obvious that grammar and vocabulary aren't my biggest fortes, so if you have any references to which people I should ask, please inform me(:
One more thing, recongnize the story title? *Hints* If you don't, I suggest you watch Life UneXpected. Amazing series btw, I eventually might write a story for that tv series in the future.
Anyway, I do not own Twilight or it's characters, the only thing I own is this smiley face *Points right* ;D
The rating might be changed in the future just to be safe and sorry for this small chapter, consider it more like a preface or prologue. :3
"Wallowing in self pity Clearwater?" Paul's voice filled my ears unexpectingly.
I let out a loud sigh. "Not now Paul, I'm not in the mood to put up with your fucking ego" There was a short pause.
"Leah Clearwater is walking away from a fight? Hmm maybe you really are going through this over-dramatic heartbreak of yours you say"
"God damn it, just leave me alone! Why can't everyone just leave me alone?" A familiar wave of heat traveled through my spine causing me to shake violently.
"Now you're acting like a kid? Real mature" He smirked, starting to slowly walk towards me. Paul just loved pushing my buttons.
"You have no idea what I'm going through right now, so I suggest you fuck off before I snap Meraz"
"Oh I'm so scared! I think I'll go hide behind Sam now, he'll take you down with just one stare, literally" Paul mocked, I flinched at the mention of his name.
"What the hell is your problem?" I immediately stood up from the log I had been sitting on peacefully not that long ago.
"You're my fucking problem, I can't get Sam or you out of my fucking head! This self moping thing has to stop right now, for the sake of everyone's sanity. Seriously get over it, it's been like a year already!"
"Well I'm sorry if I'm being such a burden to you and the others, it's not my fault you guys can read my freaking thoughts!" I snarled at him, looking away. Paul was seriously being an ass! It wasn't like I could help the way I was feeling! It hurt, it fucking hurt so bad and the sad part was there was nothing I could do to ease the pain.
"This whole thing is starting to get old Leah and what you're doing with your life is pathetic and cruel. You might not notice this or I'm positive you're doing this intentionally, either way you have to fucking stop trying to bring everyone else down to your level. We get it, you're hurting but that doesn't mean you have to bash everyone else's happiness. The others are just too much of a coward to confront you about this crap but I'm ending this, now. Whether I have to stop you emotionally or physically" Paul was right, but he was also dead wrong.
"You have no fucking idea about what you're talking about, so why don't you just go away" I tried to block out what he was saying next, but I continued to be able to hear.
"C'mon Leah! Even Jacob is doing better than you are!" That. Did. It.
"Don't you dare ever compare me to Jacob, we have entirely different situations!" "Doesn't seem different to me, except the fact that everyone can at least stand Jacob. You're just impossible to even be around Clearwater"
Ugh, I couldn't do this anymore! I couldn't cope with the pain, the madness I felt, but most importantly, I couldn't cope with the fact of everyone hating me, everyone wanting me gone. Not anymore.
"Fuck you" I whispered as I started to quickly walk away.
"Yeah, you just go ahead and try to do that" Paul snickered silently behind...
Reviews = Faster typed chapters without the beta-reader's approval
Again sorry for the pitiful, awfully short chapter, the next one will be longer! Promise. Story suggestions are loved besides amazing reviews! O_O
