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A/N: This is my first time venturing into Twilight, so I hope that I do somewhat justice to the characters. Most of the drabbles are set during New Moon, but there is a few in Eclipse. I put my iPod in shuffle and wrote drabbles for each song. The words in bold and italic are lyrics to each song. If you would like the song titles, just PM me. Enjoy!
She's an angel for sure; she just can't stop telling lies.
She couldn't admit it to herself. She couldn't, it was beyond wrong. She couldn't be in love with Jacob Black, a werewolf. Mortal enemy to Edward, her one and only love. Everything had changed, but some things never would.
She saw clear, glistening drops leading a trail to the wide open door. There was a thin strip of sweat fabric on one of the delicate flowers followed by piercing whimpers that sent shivers down her spine.
Don't forget; you haven't lost it all yet.
That first week that he had been gone had been the worst in her life. She had learned to live without soul, without heart, without herself. She had lost everything. When she saw the beat up metal motorcycle in the yard, they had resembled her. Broken and tarnished beyond repair, at least on the surface anyway. Down, deep down, she knew that she could be fixed, if only he was here. It would all go away so easily. But then the black shine caught her eye on one of the motorcycles and a certain someone's black curtain of hair came to mind and all she could see was the sun.
I quite aware of how it aches, but you still won't let me in.
I know how it feels to lose the one you love. You should know that more than anyone. But I guess the difference now is that I was the one you loved. I was the one to shred your heart to the tiniest pieces it could possibly come to and make you want to disappear into the world. I should have told you sooner, that Edward would always come first. But that would only destroy you more, knowing that I would always come first to you. Just let me in, please. My heart is full now, but I still need my light to guide me through the tunnel.
I don't want to show you what they've done to me.
When I'm with Jacob, I can't stand to let him see me dejected. He doesn't deserve to see me like that. He can't, I won't let him. It may be awkward in the beginning getting used to the heat and illumination oozing from his aura. I knew what it was like with ice and grace, but this may take some patience. But when the first time I meet him, it isn't uncomfortable and unusual. It felt like I had been there my whole life like I belonged there. His eagerness and careful nature pull me in with his beaming smile and I am enraptured by him. I won't let him see the broken me, I'll show him the few pieces that are left and let him fix the rest. If he can.
Ain't it funny how you wake up running?
He saw how she had reacted to when that filthy bloodsucker Alice had arrived back home, as Bella had said. How could he have trusted her, she would never care for him as she had with that stupid leech Edw-. He couldn't even say his name without convulsions being rocked through his body. He had been the one to hold her together then piece her back slowly until almost all the pieces of the puzzle had been there. He was slowly realizing what piece was missing, them. But with them in the conundrum, another piece would be taken out. Him. So now he was the one with nightmares, he woke up screaming, and running through the deep, wet forests looking for the heart he longed for.
