Lies For You
Warnings: not many here really mentions of self mutilation and suicidal thoughts not much else.
Summary: Everyone always thinks that Lilli is a sweet little girl who loves every bit of life, everyone, and can't fight or lie for her life. They are what I like to call wrong. Lilli is a depressed girl only living until life gets too unbearable which might be sooner than you think. Vash and Lilli Swiss/Liech? I'm yet undecided. First FanFic!
It's never easy, lying to Vash, but I have to. He can't know how I feel inside, how I cut my self, how-before I met him- my life was. So I lie, I pretend to be happy, to love every second of life, to be a naïve little girl. Little did I know how easily that could change.
"Lilli! Come inside and put on something cooler. You'll get heatstroke in that," Vash was telling me, yet again, to put on something without long sleeves. I look at my wrists and arms, thinking about what would happen if he ever saw my scars. Shuddering, I choose my response, "I'm fine, Vash, really." He gave me a doubtful look and went back inside. I let the smile on my face fall and I roll up my sleeves. 'I can't ever let Vash see me like this.' I silently vow in my head, least Vash hears me. Staring at the multitude of scars on my wrists and arms I run a finger over the most recent two, they're still open just starting to scab. "Ah!" I whisper, as pain courses through my arm. Rolling my sleeves down I look at the sky. It's time to make Vash and me lunch.
"Back to the salt mines," I murmur and put that idiotic smile back on my face.
AN: TAAAAADAAAAA! My firs FanFic EVER done! Well maybe, I'm considering making this multi-chapter, but I don't know I need opinions! Sooo yeah, not really any historical mumbo jumbo in this.
Review please they are love! But I'm serious, review and tell me if I should go die in a corner or if I should continue I really don't know. BYS PEOPLES!
