Song Selection: Fallin for You-Colbie Calliat
A/N: Okay, I'm starting over (again). I just started school again. That was relevant to what I was talking about before because when I started writing this it was summer and now that I am doing hard math problems and studying cell organelles and I appreciate and devote myself to my writing more, because it's my only escapade from the school scene. Also, I want t say thanks to Brightheart202, my REAL-LIFE (I know her!) friend for helping me with one of the verses (she wrote the verse) I put in this story! Thank you! If you like Warriors: Cats stories check her out! Her author name is brightheart202.
More Grass….Is that all I will see for the next century? When would the grass stop? I am currently running away as fast as possible away for Forks. I'm running away from the state of Washington. Heck, I running away from the entire US!
*Flashback (4 months ago)*
I stood in Charlie's and my cramped bathroom balling my already puffed out eyes. There were trails of tears rolling down my flushed scarlet splotched cheeks.
Why me? Why did I have to be one of them? When I say them, I'm referring as one of the small town chicks who get knocked up at 18? I didn't deserve this!
This wasn't even supposed to happen! I remember when Edward finally left the safety of his "boundaries." He told me I wouldn't be in this "situation", because vampires could not conceive children!
Why then?!? I'm sure I wasn't the person who deserved this baby the most, but at the same time I did. I knew how Rosalie always wanted a child.
I'm sure Rosalie deserved this baby a lot more than I did.
I already knew I was pregnant about 5 or 7 weeks along. First and most obvious sign that I ignored was that I missed my menstrual cycle. Then, came the inevitable vomiting…
I have vomited more into that white porcelain toilet bowl more than I'm proud to say.
After that I couldn't hold up my suspicions any longer and HAD to take a pregnancy test.
I indicated positive.
I knew I had options… I wouldn't do that! Even though it seemed like I detested this baby I knew deep inside me I loved it with all my being. Wait, what if? What if my baby was a horrible blood-sucking monster like him? If you haven't noticed I have taken a horrible distaste to all vampires.
I knew what I was doing, so I knew I wasn't playing the protagonist in this plot, but he could've at least told me it was POSSIBBLE! Then he left me, left me with this man eating MONSTER inside me. But I love it never the less. A creature only a mother can love...
*End of Flashback*
After, I got the news I told Charlie…YIPEE! Sounds, fun, huh? I vaguely remember Charlie scolding at me about how disappointed he was. All I truly remember is Charlie's face going into a dangerous Carmine red and yelling at me to get all my belongings, leave, and to never look back.
So that's what I did.
*Flashback*
I leaped into my beat up old red truck. I flung my belongings that were all messily arranged into my black duffel bag with all my money inside to the back seat. Then, I drove.
Until I drove out of Forks did I realize, "Where do I go?"
I surely crossed off Renee for obvious reasons of feeling like crap all the time for my life-altering mistake. Though, I'd always know I never made a mistake. I'd always know this because when Renee was in her Bible/Church obsessed stage, I clearly remember this Bible verse…
"To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing; A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace..."
I'd always know this baby was here for a reason, though at the moment I was clueless on how…
Then it pounds at me; like a boxer blowing out his or her opponent.
I'd go to Tanya's family and ask for help! Edward never did mention their last name so that could be a hold-back since I was going to Denali, Alaska.
(A/N: I wanna clear this out to all the people who think Denali is Tanya's last name…IT ISN'T! There is living proof written by Stephanie Meyer declaring so….Muuahh-Ha-Ha-Ha-Ha…..Back to the story!)
*End of Flashback*
That's what brought me here. My little creature, my star to my dark night, my fish to my sea, brought me here. I didn't know at all what my plan was after finding Tanya's family…All I do know is, I love this baby more than anything.
I just knew everything was going to be okay in the end.
I knew I was bestowed with this child and not anyone else for a reason. I was so delighted and cheered up I sang my baby a lullaby.
Hush, little baby, don't say a word.
Mama's gonna buy you a mockingbird
And if that mockingbird won't sing,
Mama's gonna buy you a diamond ring
And if that diamond ring turns brass,
Mama's gonna buy you a looking glass
And if that looking glass gets broke,
Mama's gonna buy you a billy goat
And if that billy goat won't pull,
Mama's gonna buy you a cart and bull
And if that cart and bull turn over,
Mama's going to buy you a dog named Rover.
And if that dog named Rover won't bark,
Mama's going to buy you a horse and cart.
And if that horse and cart fall down,
You'll still be the sweetest little baby in town.
With that, I miraculously found a motel and I pulled over. I'd guess me and my little caterpillar would have to stay for the night...
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