(Elsa POV)

Something has been growing within me recently, something that should not exist. I can't really make it go away. I can push it away but then it comes back even worse. Maybe if I don't think about it, it'll go away. I don't think it's that simple but I wish it was though. I can't look at her the way I should, I shouldn't be looking at her the way I do. I'm in love with someone I shouldn't be,.

I'm in love with my little sister, Anna.

I don't know when it all started, it was a gradual process. It mostly began manifesting after Sean had left and I was heart broken still. Anna was there for me and she held me when I needed to cry. She understood if I cuddled up to her at night because I just wanted somebody close to me. I look at her with a new set of eyes now, I see her in a way I should not. I like to watch her do normal, everyday tasks. When we do the dishes together, our hands occasionally brush against each other and it sends electricity through my body. I don't ever see her looking at me the way I look at her. Her body language seems to show some interest but I wouldn't dare act out what I wanted to do.

I should not be in love with my little sister. What would Hans think? What would the gang think? What would have mom and dad thought if they were still here? I feel like I have failed everyone by falling in love with Anna. I couldn't stop myself, it just happened. What makes it worse is the fact we're both women..let's just say that is not accepted. People don't even talk about gays. It's taboo, it's wrong but it feels so right to me. I think the sinfulness of it makes it feel even more worth it, or is that just me being a typical seventeen year old girl? I've never really felt the need to be rebellious.

Right now, it was time for me and Anna to go to bed. I had already crawled under the blankets, just wanting to go to sleep so I wouldn't even noticed Anna. Anna crawled under the blankets with me and she looked over at me.

"Elsa?" she whispered and I sighed.

"Yeah?" I whispered back and yawned lightly.

"Do you have a crush on anyone?" she asked, softly and I felt my face get hot.

"No, not really. I've been trying to focus on other things besides love. Remember what love did to me the last time?"

Anna winced from remembering what Sean had done to me, "Yeah, I know what it did.."

"So, no, I haven't really thought of having a crush recently."

"I think I have one.." Anna said shyly and shifted awkwardly.

"Really? Who is he?" I asked with a smirk and Anna giggled.

"No, I'm not telling you.."

"Aw, why not?"

"I'm just not ready to tell anyone who it is yet.." Anna said before yawning.

"I think we better get to sleep." I muttered and Anna rolled over so her back was to me.

"Okay..Goodnight, Elsa.." Anna said in what sounded like a sad tone.

"Goodnight, Anna.." I whispered back.

Before I fell asleep, I swear I heard her say "I love you".

I was awoken by Anna shaking me, I knew I had slept later than I usually would.

"Elsa, you have to wake up!" Anna said, her voice was still tired sounding.

"Ugh.." I groaned and slowly sat up, I did not want to go to work today.

For some reason, I felt today would be a weird day. I had a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach that made me feel all fidgety. It wasn't a bad feeling but it wasn't necessarily a good feeling. Somewhere in the middle..

I stood up and grabbed some clothes, I then made my way to the bathroom for a shower. As I was walking to the shower, I ran straight into Anna. I apologized and tried to move around her but she wouldn't let me pass.

"Anna, I already slept late, I don't need to be late for work." I said and attempted to get around once again.

"Sorry." she said dryly and stepped out of the way.

I walked into the bathroom and shut the door, locking it behind me. I felt confused on why Anna would stay in my way like that, not to mention the weird way she was looking at me. I got chills from just remember what look she gave me. I began running the shower water and got it to the temperature I desired. I began pull of my clothes and my hands occasionally brushing my skin made me feel weird. I had a sudden thought. I had a weird feeling that soon, it wouldn't be just my hands touching me later today. I brushed it off quickly and climbed into the shower.

I finished my shower and walked into the kitchen, Hans had already left which means I'll have to walk to work. Anna was sitting at the table, eating a bowl of cereal.

"Did Hans not make any breakfast?" I asked confused and Anna looked up at me.

"Hans slept late too, he can't be late to work." Anna explained and went to put her bowl in the sink.

"Oh..," I began buttoning up my work shirt.

"Are you hungry?" Anna asked while turning to me.

"No, not really.." I admitted, the weird feeling in my stomach made me lose my appetite.

"Oh, okay." Anna muttered while walking to the living room and sat on the couch.

I looked at the clock and noticed it was time for me to leave.

"Anna, I have to go, have a good day today!" I said happily and walked to the door.

"Bye, you have a good day too." Anna muttered and sighed.

I stepped out of the house and closed the door behind me. The morning air was cool and crisp, dew was shining off the green grass. I stepped down the sidewalk and opened the gate. I started walking to the Walmart, I had a million thoughts going through my head.

"I hope today will be okay.." I muttered to myself and continued to walk to work.

I finally reached Walmart and sighed heavily.

"Let's get today started.." I said while approaching the Walmart store.