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What is wrong with me?
What am I doing here?
Why do I live this way?
I am Vegeta.
I am a Saiyan.
I am a Saiyan Prince.
I am the Prince of all Saiyans.
How could my pride sink like this and
Bring my feelings out to
Kiss that girl
In the first place?
She is a human.
A petty senseless human.
And I am a first class Saiyan.
The Prince of all Saiyans.
I thought I was training to become a
Legendary Super Saiyan and
Conquer the universe.
Instead, I am on this planet
And a father to a human's son.
I know I could leave whenever I want.
I am not here against my will.
What happened to my goals?
My pride?
My strength?
What is the importance of feeling?
Why won't I just leave this worthless planet and
Continue living my dream.
What's so important about being a father on Earth
That it overweighs the importance of conquering the universe?
I've become soft.
I will never be the same.
I just know it.
All because I let myself fall for
A human.
Why didn't I betray
This earth and leave my worthless son
With his mother?
He should be the crowned prince of the Saiyans right now.
I understand that, yes, he IS half Saiyan.
But his other half is human.
HUMAN.
I feel ashamed to state or even think that word.
Why don't I destroy this planet?
Before I was determined to destroy this planet.
Now I'm sitting on my balcony
Watching my son train against Goten.
He shouldn't be mixed up with people like him.
Then again, Goten is Kakarot's son...
He has Saiyan blood as well.
This is all Kakarot's fault.
If it weren't for him I wouldn't be here
And I probably would've conquered the universe already.
Because of him,
From now on I'll probably
Live to be wrong.
I admire my son.
It's crazy and confusing -
One minute complaining,
The next minute being thankful.
For my son.
Why is he my son?
He is half human.
And I have pure Saiyan blood.
For all I know,
No matter how much I complain,
I'll still love this worthless senseless life
I'm living now and cherish every
moment of this petty life of mine on
Earth.
But no matter what,
I am Vegeta.
I am a Saiyan.
I am a Saiyan Prince.
I am the Prince of all Saiyans.
***
Obviously, I'm starting to get into writing poems. Even though I'm not that good. Lol. Well, please review (whether or not you liked it), and I'm *hoping* you liked it!
Luv,
Sora
