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for constance, because her prizefic is giving me hell and I want to give her something for not killing me for the EPIC wait :D not to mention she is utterly amazing.
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x mistake

You stupid girl – you sit in his bed, waiting for him to come home – you could have just left, and saved him the pain. Instead you tidy up his house, and make him dinner – what a lovely thing to come home to. It's late when he comes home, but you're still happy to see him – until you see HER all over him. You grab you coat, holding back the tears – telling him dinner is on the stove, then you got the hell out of there. Staying was a mistake, you tell yourself as you walk out – and thinking that he was coming after you, just made it worse.

x sex god
You never were a flower type of guy, you could hardly remember her birthday – but she didn't care. She was too sweet for you, you were the scum bag who couldn't feel and you were too wrong for her. Didn't she know that there was someone better then you out there waiting for her, someone who would memorize everything about her? Give her flowers for no reason, and made her dinner on their anniversary – she was the type of girl that would love that. But you weren't the type of guy to provide that. You tell yourself she's in it for the sex – not because she loves you and that makes you feel better. You were the sex god after all; it was nice to be reminded.

x joke
"Where are you going?" she asked you, even though she knows you hate being asked questions and telling her every little thing. "I'm going to get pedicures with Larxene." You expect her to laugh, because you hate Larxene and pedicures? What the fuck. "I knew it!" she clenches her fists together. "There's no way your feet can be that sexy naturally." You laugh, she looks so serious and then you realize – she is. "I was joking, you really think my feet are sexy?" She blushes, and turns away from you. "N-no!" You smirk, satisfied with her answer. "I knew it."

x sink breaker

You wonder how you get into these messes, then you remember that HE always gets you into them. So instead of sitting under the table by yourself, as your broken sink floods your kitchen and you can't help but laugh. He's drench, your soak – but he's with you while someone like Sora could have just fixed it, rather then throw your favorite blanket into sink and call it fixed for the moment. They wouldn't have stay with you, spazing out just as much, if not more then, you and you love it. You laugh at anyone you told you, he's gonna break your heart – because the only thing Axel could break is your sink.

x three words
She was your best friend's girlfriend – totally off limits, but you wanted her. It wasn't fair really, you had met her alluring gaze first – thus for she SHOULD be yours, but instead she's with Roxas. You don't think that's very fair, but you would never voice it – bros before hoes, but for him she wasn't just a one time thing and that broke you. You had fallen for her, auburn hair and violet eyes – her sweet smile and that voice, that beautiful voice. She was everything you wanted, but couldn't have – that ring on her finger her made her OFF limits to anyone, especially you. You were after all the best man, so you grinned and you bore it – but every time she says the magical three words, you can't help but wish. Wish that instead of I love you, Roxas – it was I love you Axel, that was something he wouldn't push out of his mind. He wanted it far too much.