Hi, it's me again I know I kinda said I'd have this up last week but I didn't have time, sorry. So I thought this song captured perfectly what Max would be thinking after Fang left. I hope you like it, if you do I have another songfic idea to go with it or I could turn it into a kind of musical thingy, I honestly don't know. Please review! Oh, and the song is 'My Immortal' by Evanescence.

Disclaimer: I don't own Maximum Ride or 'My Immortal' by Evanescence, if you actually thought I did, please tell me, I'd get a huge laugh out of it.

Max POV

I was shocked, utterly and completely shocked. Still. Even after a few days my mind couldn't fully comprehend that Fang was gone. I couldn't believe it, but it was true. I wanted to just sit there and cry but I was Maximum Ride, I couldn't wallow in self pity forever. I walked over to the radio and turned it on high. I had to drown all my thoughts in Music. I instantly recognized the song and started to sing along.

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

I couldn't forget about Fang, no matter how hard I tried. The memory of him was just too strong, I'd been with him my whole life. Hell, I couldn't even look at a pencil without thinking of all the times we'd faught erasers along side each other, how many times he had saved me and taken a blow to himself.

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

My emotions were crippling. I was used to pain, I could deal with it, at least the physical kind. However, emotional pain was completely new to me, I had no idea how to deal with it. WHY WON'T IT GO AWAY!

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

Fang was my best friend. He always stuck by me no matter what. I opened up my heart to him, became vulnerable, and was hurt. I was cut to deep to heal, but the odd thing was, I forgave him

You used to captivate me by your resonating light (More like darkness, I guess)
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

I couldn't just leave to chase after him. I had the rest of the flock to look after. I wondered if I could do it without him. My mind kept swirling with images of him and I just couldn't see sense.

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

No, really! I'm perfectly happy and chipper! Don't you see my smiling face? I'm totally over that emo mutant bird freak!

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I punched my pillow so hard that my fist went through it and my mattress. Oops.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

Only that last line made no sense. He is gone and I can't accept the fact that I'm on my own now. I'm just an empty shell.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

Fang was the only one that completely understood me, the only one to comfort me, the only one I relied on. I trusted him, and I still did now. He left to protect me, if only he knew how much I needed hi, by my side. I still loved him and probably always would. I would do anything to get him back. Let me rephrase that because of past experiences. I'd do almost anything to have him back. I loved him with all my heart. There, I said it! I was sappy! NOW COME BACK, FANG!

So, you like it? Hate it? Please tell me in a review! How do I make sure you do? Oh I know! I'll use my awesome fanfiction powers! I present to you, Angel! *poof!*

Me: Hi Angel!

Angel: Hi person! Watz up?

Me: Would you do me a favor?

Angel: If you pay me.

Me: How's 5 bucks?

Angel: $.$ O.K.!

Me: could you give the readers Bambi eyes and ask them to review? Oh, and a little mind control couldn't hurt.

Angel: Sure. *.* Please review! You are now clicking the little blue button. Do it! DO IT!

Me: Thanks!

Angel: No prob! Bye!

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